Due apologies for my confusion and deception of self and others

[dragonix]

I am out of it trying to kick my "habits". Compulsions, impulses, vices if ye will. Or addiction if ye must.

Some of my thoughts and ideas are highly illogical and irrational and when I look back I ask what that isn't true, correct, nor accurate. Exaggerated perhaps.

I hope the kind sober souls in the program can start to make me more sane, down to Earth, rational, and thoughtful not thoughtlessly noisy.



Speaking of unnecessary useless unproductive noise two songs sry brighten up my life but at least I am calmer now with my poor friend and living pahtna Annie she is my guiding light and ray of hope. Guiding light but not guide I need a sponsor in a program to help me change for good I feel.

 

[darvocet21]

No apology needed 4 keeping it real. Sorry to be so cliche but stay weird too. Far too many garden-variety crazy people on here. The unpredictable crazy ones are the ones I aspire to emulate. But never imitate. Social media sucks except for BL which is starting to suck only in places and it's mostly still cool. Because we're all veterans. Of the Old War. The war on individuality & freedom. The war on oxygen. The war on carbon. Will carbon based life-forms wake up to the real threat posed by transhumanism and the War on Nature's God? The plastic people hope NOT. f'kin wankers. Gods in a corporate Multiverse of endless mini malls where zombies windowshop with biometric blockchain currency to the Mellow sounds of cool jazz punctuated by the latest Public Health Bulletin sponsored by Pfizer with additional funds provided by The Corporation for Public Broadcasting and the Charitable Facts Foundation: in a world full of lies We Own Truth . And they actually believe that immortality is within their reach. pathetic

Those losers won't outlast the Heat Death of the universe. They're delusional. "The Empire never Ended."
—Philip K dick