Ketamine, LSD, an "ass-load" of weed (as in so much weed, no human being can smoke it all in even a month lol) - just a stoner fantasy lol - - neuro-toxins, and this is a near-death experiance wish. If I died trying to come to the edge of the line, and could peek over and see what death truely is, and I fell in - Its a risk I'd take (hopefully when Im much older of corse lol) - - Stealing some oxycotin, or hydrocodone, and having a nice stash to get high on, knowing I'll never get caught haha - - various "research chemicals" that I myself could mess with, possibly creating a new drug, or w/e in the process of actully science research. Maybe get a degree in biochemistry using natural substances and combining with synthethic enzymes to create "legal highs" that can help junkess or become a replacement for harder drugs ^_^