rockstar 69
Ex-Bluelighter
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I'm not sure about the title of the thread but I feel like there are certain drugs you learn things from, or they make you better in some ways. For me it's K. This year from april-sept I've had some real bad times, being busted was one of them, that was ballbreaking simply because everyone then knows your a 'druggy'. But far worse was all that crack with those Einstein pills, literally watched my mate die infront of me. For about two weeks after I'd have nightmares reliving the same scenario, depressed, unfit and felt like life had no direction.
All that misery out of the way I started using dissociatives, mainly K, infact it's the only thing I will attribute this to. I am now feeling brilliant just less than 5 weeks since all that happened. Now my head is far more levelled. The K let me escape a bit at first, but then it showed me things aren't so bad and I've gotta just move on. It gave me motivation to do insane work outs, get back into the social scene, hell I'm even getting a second chance at my old job which anyone would have thought I'd permanently fucked!
Even I am literally amazed at the changes in myself over just 5 weeks. The girl I'm getting in about I'm going totally off my usual tactics I've been completely honest and accepting with her, so there is no cracking in the foundations before we try build a relationship. It's like my head is just so much clearer, my thinking more concise and I am more decisive.
Really feel like Ketamine has shown me my true potential. Every single person I've seen in the last week I know I have left a positive impact on cos my crack has been good and they've probably gone off thinking I'm a cracker.
Anyway, that's my chat. Anyone got any similar stories?
All that misery out of the way I started using dissociatives, mainly K, infact it's the only thing I will attribute this to. I am now feeling brilliant just less than 5 weeks since all that happened. Now my head is far more levelled. The K let me escape a bit at first, but then it showed me things aren't so bad and I've gotta just move on. It gave me motivation to do insane work outs, get back into the social scene, hell I'm even getting a second chance at my old job which anyone would have thought I'd permanently fucked!
Even I am literally amazed at the changes in myself over just 5 weeks. The girl I'm getting in about I'm going totally off my usual tactics I've been completely honest and accepting with her, so there is no cracking in the foundations before we try build a relationship. It's like my head is just so much clearer, my thinking more concise and I am more decisive.
Really feel like Ketamine has shown me my true potential. Every single person I've seen in the last week I know I have left a positive impact on cos my crack has been good and they've probably gone off thinking I'm a cracker.
Anyway, that's my chat. Anyone got any similar stories?