Having major second thoughts, hard drugs with your boss
I've partied with my boss once before and he just can't keep up. We are sort of friends, but he is way to young to have the power that he has at work and he definitely abuses it. Recently a new employee got hired who is pretty fuckin hard, as in right off the streets, wants every one to know it, and puts his shit on blast for some reason. My boss has a major man-crush on this new guy, don't think the boss is gay, don't care, I more think my boss wants to be this one dude.
Anyways, this guy has some serious connections and is no joke when it comes to what I will call handling business. We quickly became friends. He led me to believe he'd done crystal meth before and so I got him spun to the moon not realizing he was lying and it was actually his first time. Now he's kinda into it, but he's not over-doing it yet.
But here's what I'm worried about. First of all, he smoked the crystal in front of my boss. WTF is he thinking? And evidently my boss wasn't bothered because he wound up smoking crystal with the co-worker for his first time. I'm not sure at what point, but my name was brought up. I had asked my co-worker to never, under any circumstances let anyone else know about our extracurricular activities.
Tonight when my boss and I were clocking off he asked me if I had any weed, but I sensed something was off. I said for sure man, let's head out and we'll smoke some. He brought up the fact that he had smoked crystal with the other homie from work and that he loved it. He was basically fishing for it, and he already knew I had it. I smoked him out with it. Was that a mistake? At that point the damage was done, he knew I had the access and the history, to deny it would have looked even worse in my opinion, or so I thought at the time. I figured he already knows, best to get out on top of this, cop to it, and show how I can handle the stuff.
I'm fucking pissed because trust was breached. But at the same time I'm wondering if I have some extra job security. Or less. I'm so conflicted. Opinions, please!