lifeisflyingaway
Ex-Bluelighter
Hey, as a past recreational users until i can get my hands on something else, i have often thought about drug usage and appearance. In my experience recreationally using would make me want to focus on my appearance more since i'd be feeling amazing duh. I strived hard to not look like stereotypical drug addicts potrayed in the media. I would probably say meth makes most people look disgusting, and even though i never binged on it, i would look like shit after a few days of being on it such as dirty teeth, ripped lips, sunken in eyes etc. But as far as every other drug goes it would more so motivate me to keep up my appearance. In movies see the rich lavish beautiful blonde girl snorting a few lines of cocaine with red lipstick and long red nails. Obviously i've seen quiet a few drug addicts men and women boys/girls that look real deteoriated by their drug use and if they already didn't look that great they looked much worse. For me a few benzos preferably a higher dose, or a low dose on opiates has me wanting to look endless ways to look more attractive and focus on small flaws. Same thing with some cocaine, amphetamines etc. When i feel real great, i tend to not only focus on the appearance thing, i try to open up my doors to a variety of new ideas to apply in my life etc. If i tell anyone i have tried some of the drugs that i have the first thing they say is that you don't "look" like someone who has done that. I don't know the reasons they say that, maybe it has something to do with the fact i'm wearing updated clothing, keep a clean appearance (hair done, shaved face, brushed teeth) So i was wondering do you feel their is a link between drug usage and appearance or no?