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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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I've some how managed to not take any drugs since nye, i feel alot better mentally and physically but i am bored now tbh.

It's definitely time for a retox. I've booked off four days in May so i'm gona get back on it then. There seems to be shit loads of pills about at the moment, i'm just going to buy the coolest looking ones which at the moment seems to be the smarties. Still plenty of expensive coke around as well,i'm a little bit scared of getting any tho as i've had massive issues with it in the past and i dont want to blow all my money on it again.
 
No recreational drugs except social drinking for 2 months minimum

Right, after todays events I am going to go on a sabbatical for at least 2 months then see how it goes.

Ended up flaking out on work today and worried about my possible mental and physical state for tomorrow at work because of a big 24 hour buphedrone binge. Was not wise to do but you know how it is when you have managed to convince yourself that there will be no problems arising from this small one dose of a drug, not considering that the drug is a stimulant and I had work the next morning, also not considering that when anyone convinces themself that they are only going to do one dose and they succeed, they either only have one dose on them or they have incredibly good self control.

Back to talking about the kid of sabbatical I am going to be going on, Will be giving up all recreational drugs for an initial 2 months with the exception of alcohol but only during social occasions, no drinking at home. I really need to do this because I can't afford any more screw ups like the one that happend over last night and today. Never missing work for drugs again. I think that taking a break from all recreational drugs will give me the time to get involved in other things too, like swimming at the gym and give me a break from drugs too, as I have learned from my one 2CI adventure and my one M1 adventure and now this bupedrone one. I don't feel at home anymore so there is never the right set and setting for any of these drugs, granted buphedrone that is not really important. But I am not in the right place, either in my mind or body to be taking psychs, or binge potential stims right now.

Is going to make the sabbatical a lot harder but ultimately more rewarding actually having the drugs here in my possession but not being allowed to use them, I will lock them away in one of my many safes, of course I know the combination, but in a safe, out of sight, ther wil be two small obstacles to them where I can reconsider my decision to quit the sabbaticle. Hope I can make the 2 months. Will be hard.
 
Really hope you make some progress, mate. Hope our chat earlier helped a little with your mindset.
 
Good luck mugabe!

Planning long sabbaticals never worked for me.
Making the choice every morning to not take drugs that day is the only way I can successfully abstain for lengthy periods. Its always good to have a choice from day to day. :)

I'm with you on the buphedrone tho! Lovely stuff & goes well with weed. I've gone through 2g in the last 2 weeks. Paradoxical lazy stimulants FTW! :)
 
Good luck mugabe. Sounds like a good plan, and much needed.

I guess I am naturally on a sabbatical really. I only really do MD these days, and that's every 2-3 months or so if I can locate any. Age imposes it's own natural restrictions I find. So apart from MD and the occasional psychedelic venture, I'm well behaved. Ahh, but there in lies the lie or self deceit; I am a daily smoker of weed for pain relief. So is that classed as medicinal, recreational, or both? Either way, it has more benefit for me than any pharmaceutical I've had over the years. And I've had a few.

So yeah, apart from 'medicinal' weed, I'm self regulating these days :)
 
I missed this thread in my morning trawl but I'll join everybody else in wishing you luck, Mugabe. It's tough but I reckon you can get there.
 
Thanks for all the good luck wishes people, today has been horrible as it is the day after the binge, really wanted to just take some methoxetamine or ketamine or even the whisky that I had that has now been poured down the sink. Didn't though.

I don't think it will be too hard to abstain once I have joined the gym and gotten over the buphedrone incident. Just need to really think about my priorities and then not let my actions mess them up. My main 2 priorities at the moment are my health, physical and mental and work. The buphedrone incident messed both up.
 
being a good boy the last 3 weeks.not had any drugs since April 2nd.
this wend is the start of the festival season so i reckon friday nite i shall sample some pills n powder.
 
Good luck Mugabe,

If that would have been me last year I'd have been dosing up at work all day..and the next day.....christ knows how I got away with it.

I've pretty much knocked the illegals on the head for nearly 12 months, the booze is still and issue...but IMO for some of us its damage limitation not cessation.
 
The MDPV has gotta stop, man. It ain't so much the drug as it is sleep deprivation, malnutrition and inactivity that build up over time.... uggh. But I haven't quite stopped, just... slowed down some. Hoping to keep it that way, or maybe to stop, now that it's being increasingly banned everywhere (glancing in the direction of the mailbox outside =D).
 
Good luck Mugabe. I've been off everything since mid Feb, whilst trying to get my head together and dealing with a lot of shit since my Dad died. I've not really missed it, however i have a big retox planned next weekend, so will see what happens........
 
Have been on a (relative) sabbatical this last month or so. Fuck sabbaticals. Haven't been so close to suicide in years. Fuck sabbaticals with bell(end)s and big brassy nobs on. Choose life, choose drugs. The alternative doesn't bear thinking about.

But whoop-de-do to those that make it work. I envy y'all. Ish. Almost respect it too. I wish I could ever... do I? Dunno. Whatever gets y'all through the night is made of win for me <3
 
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