• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion

    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

Status
Not open for further replies.
^ cheers peeps, I know myself its what needs to be done, otherwise I'll look back on my younger years and wish I hadn't been stoned every single day

everything in moderation, including moderation :)
 
I am relaxing on my usage too. For a minute there I was ecstatic every Friday night for a new adventure into the realms of psychedelia, so much so I started smoking week every day to get in a more manageable altered state. NYE came and I had one last hurrah, now I've had no desires to smoke any of the amazing bud I had stocked up in my dresser, or get a hold of any acid or ecstasy. I was dead set on another acid trip, now I realize I can wait a minute because I'm still learning so much from my last.

In my short time of daily smoking I definitely got some memory issues, but man, I loved every second of it besides that. Now I'm going to "recharge" and let my tolerance decrease so I can get totally stoned out of my mind with a single bowl again.
 
And I thought it was just Red Tops and Pandemic in Baltimore. Sorrrrrry!

The great thing about not smoking weed is that your mental faculties return to something approaching normal fairly quickly. I've been off 48 hours and already I've stopped going into rooms then wondering what the hell I'm doing there only to return to my previous task and immediately remember. I can do one thing at a time as well- my chief complaint with heavy weed smoking is that it completely scatters my focus and I end up doing fifty things at once appallingly badly.
 
Yeh tekkeN, I used to smoke weed everyday since I was about 13/14 then stopped a while ago after a horrible experiance eating it! I've smoked it since and it makes me feel edgy and kind of foggy, not happily relaxed as it used to. Its like I'm actually happier being straight headed than stoned these days. Still smoke it now and again but its a tiny amount, usually with drink or chems... Def feel better for not smoking as much :)
 
I'm attempting a 5 day benzo break. Should be longer, but hey. One day down, four more to go.

Today went remarkably well, actually. I surprised myself. It's so easy to become dependent on the lil' fuckers, especially when you start to fear the fear of anxiety itself. It really is a double-edged sword sometimes. And I often find myself popping them without even a second thought at times. It started to get on top of me though and I decided I need some time to give my head a rest and get back to some sort of normality for a while. Whatever that may be. I need to think about some serious changes in my life with a clear head for once.
 
what benzo specifically? if it's diaz 5 days it's not even gonna be out your system
 
Bah, t'is diaz, yeah. Been boshing 5mg (once) a day, four days a week.

I know it should be 7+ days for a break, ideally two weeks, but I'm just aiming for 5 days atm as I know it's definitely doable. I could possibly push for a bit longer. But only time will tell.
 
Having a big fight with myself because I don't wanna drink but I'm stressed and angry and upset and I never learned how to deal with it, only how to stop it happening :|
 
snolly said:
Having a big fight with myself because I don't wanna drink but I'm stressed and angry and upset and I never learned how to deal with it, only how to stop it happening :|
Click to expand...

Hey Snolly, don't do it. You got any dope?
 
Sadly no :( Was meant to get some but I'm getting it off a mate and he buys from a magical place about 30 miles away over the moors. Not happening :(

I compromised and went to see my friend and have a few so only drank three cans while I was there. I have a lot more here but I'm not feeling so much like drinking now.

We'll see. The main issue has been how I react to things whilst drunk and today I managed to come home and have a reasonable discussion with my mother, far more so than if I'd just gone out and got wrecked, so here's hoping!

Not that that's any excuse, I really need to get back to my therapist and learn how to deal with things like this rather than just how to avoid it.

Getting there, slowly.

If I had dope this'd all be a non-issue! Hopefully this weather will fuck off soon and I'll be rolling in the stuff! Mate just got a bag, might pop down there tomorrow and ask him for some to tide me over as I generously donated to his brother when he was in a bad crash a while back.
 
Aye, as soon as I get weed the booze is gone for good. Or rather, after this it's gone for good. Weed just happens to be in Whitby and there's about 30 miles and a lot of snow separating me and it. It's a fair drive even in good conditions :(

Gonna do my best to keep off the drink in the meantime, though! :D

Admittedly it's easier to say than do but I know it's not solving my problems, so I guess I have to go solve my problems!
 
tribal girl said:
Bah, t'is diaz, yeah. Been boshing 5mg (once) a day, four days a week.
Click to expand...
I would say at that dose, after five days, pretty much all of the metabolites will have left your blood. 5mg is a small dose, and probably won't accumulate much.
 
Sabatical over! 4 pints of becks leads to 4 lines of charge! Nice. :)

But proper retox on thursday! :)
 
The Kid said:
Sabatical over! 4 pints of becks leads to 4 lines of charge! Nice. :)

But proper retox on thursday! :)
Click to expand...

Aye, need a warm-up before the proper thing =D Managed to drink relatively little last night as I was with friends. Hope I can keep this up.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top