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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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Well I went off the rails a bit during my last vacation - didnt touch any drugs but hammered the duty free vodka and ate way too much.

Back home and on the detox and diet for at least another month :)

I hope that everyone is doing well and feeling the benifits
 
it is now 2 years since i last had any recreational drugs

well, more or less. i still have the occasional hashcake and some awful bzp has passed my lips a few times but when it comes to anything i class as proper (mdma, 2cb, ketamine, that sort of thing etc) i am living a clean life.

and i can tell you now. ITS NO FUCKING FUN!!!!

i dont feel healthier but thats possibly hindered somewhat due to the fact i didnt stop drinking at the same time :)
mentally i am no better, no worse.

and why? beacuse i moved to a country where thay charge in the region of £40 for a decent pill. which i refuse to pay on principle! good god. its like 1985 again :\

haha, looks like im moving again. australia looks good from over here.
 
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Dude Aus sucks too man, everything is expensive here pretty much and of low qaulity in majority (unless you got some good sources). I still love aus dont get me wrong but if your moving for drugs especially like mdma(amazingly bad qaulity), Ketamine and 2cx (quite rare) then probably not best place.
 
Didn't you used to post about G'ing out and collapsing at work regularly or am I thinking of someone else?

If it was you, you may not feel mentally and physically fitter but I reckon that's pretty much an impossibility.

Congrats anyway.

I'm trying to live a bit healthier this year, stopped smoking ciggies, cut down on caffeine and the booze although I've never drank too regularly.

I've been on a break from anything harder then weed for a while, started going to the gym and running and I feel fricken tired all the time but better then ever in some ways so chin up, keep at it and you're bound to feel better eventually.
 
I think he said he kept falling asleep at work, due to boredom, or I might be thinking of someone else too.
 
Sabbatical time again for me :)

I've enjoyed a month plus of all sorts there and quite possibly pushed it a bit far there at the weekend knowing fine well I'd be suffering today - but hell it was worth it =D Mostly :| Quite looking forward to a spell of straightness, healthiness, lowering of tolerance and baselining of seretonin and the like... It's nice to keep the choice and the variety, keep it recreational.

Till next time <3
 
8 days drug free today woo snoo me! %)

It has been the shittiest, most twisted convoluted and painful of weeks though - to get here :|

I actually sickened myself, my last binge lasted too long and my behaviour was actually not good... was quite glad to stop for about 2 days then the cravings hit in. It would have been so, so easy to just take something to cope with feeling crap and not wanting to address what has been a particularly stressful week in my life.

Aspiring to a longer term clean period, but being realistic and not wanting to set myself up for failure. Maybe next week I'll even feel normal %)...whatever that is!

Harm reduction ftw <3
 
Well done on 8 days Kate.

Sometimes it takes some negative effects to rear their ugly heads to make us realise we are overdoing it, far too easy to get caught up in the moment when it comes to drugs!
 
Go Kate! Still find it hard not to run for beer when stuff stresses me out but getting there. Thinking of another sabbatical because the anxiety the next day even after a few cans is killing me. Not good. Going for another non-drinky night out on Sunday because I've been asked out by some friends from work and I'm too skint to buy booze and too lazy to not drive there :D Might as well give it a rest for a couple of weeks starting then. Least it's not become problematic again, can count the number of times I've been drunk since the beginning of August on maybe one and a half hands haha. Good stuff.
 
Glad to hear you can stick to drinking on an occasional level snolly, tis satisfying to exert control over the substance rather than the otehr way round :)

One thing having M.E. has taught me is how to deal with stress and life in general without altering my state of mind, bloody valuable albeit initially painful lesson.
 
Shit, this thread aint been touched in while...too much meph munching methinks!! :)

Anyways, i've set a target of nothing until at least 4th Dec. Got a quiet weekend planned coming up, then going to be in the middle east for two weekends (so zero chance of anything then)...then will have 2 weeks to source some fleph for a night in with a few mates on the 4th.

I reckon this sabbatical is going to be a breeze. :)
 
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I reckon this sabbatical is going to be a breeze.:)
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Agree Kid with that mindset it will be :) nice one and you'll have a fresh new tolerance level to play with, always a bonus :D

I really should have posted my 21 days of success here, but kinda got slightly way laid there a wee tiny bit 8) Though no great disaster as I've set up all sorts of traps for myself to not "blow out" :\

Harm reduction <3
 
21 days! That's pretty good! I'm presuming boozing has been taking place though? I don't include booze in my sabbaticals. However, not had a drink since Saturday night, and actually feel better for it (as also means no ciggies since sat night).
 
Booze is a bugger of a drug, most nasty indeed :| and I'm the same, feel much better when I drink less.

Yep, you are correct I don't count alcohol, nicotine, chocolate or masturbation in my "droogz" sabbaticals =D

One day at a time eh ;)
 
5 days drug free and I broke with some alcohol tonight, but considering I've done 4 SOLID days of physics revision I feel I deserve it. :) The itch that is meph just ain't gonna get scratched, shoo.
 
7 days now and i'm tearing my hair out. Payday tomoz so this'll be the big test. I've got half a day planned with the bab tomoz afternoon so keeping occupied a bit. I just feel stuck between getting messy and doing nowt with my life, which I could quite happily do, or staying clean, been fucking depressed and not having the motivation or confidence to do owt with my life.
 
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