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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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Keep fucking dreaming about booze. Dreamed last night I went out and got arseholed with my mates, then I dreamed I woke up and felt really guilty and was asking my friend what I'd done and stuff cos I couldn't remember much. Woke up for real feeling guilty and shit even though I know I hadn't had owt to drink.

Been getting these dreams fairly frequently since I quit and it's tiring me out. Sort of dread sleeping sometimes.
 
snolly said:
Keep fucking dreaming about booze.
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I keep dreaming about weed, far too often. So vivid and real they seem too, the other night I was in amsterdam in a coffeeshop smoking all these different strains in a huge blunt.
 
Inso said:
I keep dreaming about weed, far too often. So vivid and real they seem too, the other night I was in amsterdam in a coffeeshop smoking all these different strains in a huge blunt.
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Sounds like a pretty sweet dream :D

My dreams tend to involve psyches at seriously inappropriate times :|.
 
I wish mine did! Not had any smoking dreams weirdly, just booze. Evidently I was not as in love with tobacco as I thought I might be.

Sabbatical is going well anyway, though I suppose I'm over the worst now so I don't think I need to comment any more unless a 24 pack accidentally empties itself down my throat.
 
I've not had any recreational or habit feeding drugs for 8 days now :)

Have had to take some painkillers for well pain, but that doesn't count, I needed them and have been careful with dosing.

This is the longest spell I've had in a long time - feeling quite chuffed with myself :D

But fuck could I kill a joint right now :\
 
I could too kate, fall back thing to do whilst bored for me. Going to try and stop till july, will make smoking in dam better I'm sure.
 
I've had a wee holiday from my abstinence & i'm thoroughly enjoying it :D. Thing is you need to take significantly less to get a better effect & less toxicity to deal with afterward. Drugs 24/7 only seems a good idea for a few years...
 
wibble said:
I could too kate, fall back thing to do whilst bored for me. Going to try and stop till july, will make smoking in dam better I'm sure.
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I still crave and think about it a lot..too much still :\ least I've knocked the daily habit on the head.

To be honest I think my return to psychedelics is really helping with all that kinda stuff. :)

We are going to have a ball in those Dam' coffee shops Wibble =D Can't wait <3

B9 said:
I've had a wee holiday from my abstinence & i'm thoroughly enjoying it :D. Thing is you need to take significantly less to get a better effect & less toxicity to deal with afterward. Drugs 24/7 only seems a good idea for a few years...
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Totally agree B9, does great things for the tolerance this sabbatical stuff... and makes any "occasions" somewhat special. I'm also enjoying turning into a recreational users! Woo Woo <3

24/7 has been a bind for me on and off for too long in my life... I don't want to be like that any more, there's too much else in life to enjoy. Love my drugs but I also love life...MORE

Good one B9 - big hugs to you and Wibble <3
 
Cheers Kate & the same to you. I'll have to get back on the old abstinence thing shortly but I suppose a few more days can't hurt.

It's good on the wallet to have to use about 10% ( this is a wild guess but not far off) of what you previously used as well as being good on the cognition.
 
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Tell me about it, I can spend a shocking amount on my habits :|... good to be prudent, do harm reduction and when I go for it get totally fucked =D

At my age preserving brain cells is now also a priority :\

The "transition" spells are hard...

Saying all that I'm going to go for a night of fuckness tonight...but it's a special night tonight Felix is off to Nigeria on work next week...

*heads off for the scales and to the I'm Fucked Thread soonish* ;)
 
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Aye the "transition" is the hard part - once you're over that you just do other stuff - which is a good thing - in moderation ;).

It'll be time to institute another 42 day plan soon - best idea I ever had that
 
kate66 said:
I still crave and think about it a lot..too much still :\ least I've knocked the daily habit on the head.

To be honest I think my return to psychedelics is really helping with all that kinda stuff. :)

We are going to have a ball in those Dam' coffee shops Wibble =D Can't wait <3



Totally agree B9, does great things for the tolerance this sabbatical stuff... and makes any "occasions" somewhat special. I'm also enjoying turning into a recreational users! Woo Woo <3

24/7 has been a bind for me on and off for too long in my life... I don't want to be like that any more, there's too much else in life to enjoy. Love my drugs but I also love life...MORE

Good one B9 - big hugs to you and Wibble <3
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Aye those psyches are a wonder for bad habits :D Glad the sabbaticalling is going well, good luck to you and Wibs. Do wish I was going to Dam myself but am terrified of most forms of transport. Had Mum telling me to go for it the other week! Will no doubt make a meet up on UK soil soon though.

Life is surprisingly easy and fun to love when you're in a position to do so. Tends to love you back too, I've found. Never ever thought I'd feel like this, thought it was all blurry horrible confusion for me for the rest of my life.

Hehe I'm getting a bit teary :D
 
Thanks snolly. I'd so love to meet you...be it the Dam or up North (well we're both kinda north gals eh) ;)

Don't know what it is with psyches and addictive personalities but there's something good going on in me with it.

Outlook is everything...kinda find you get back what you give out and be.

Don't get me started on zen....8)=D

Big major hugs to you <3<3<3
 
Would love to meet you too, be fantastic! Shall have to get saving money so as to go frolic in wonderful places!

Psyches do seem to have quite the effect on addictive personalities, love to know why. Must be something in PD about it.

Mucho hugs right back <3<3<3

Odd that you'd get more drug-abstaining support from a drug forum than almost anywhere else!
 
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Snolly you are on my top BLer meet list <3

And lets not forget Bluelight is about HARM REDUCTION ;)

Love & Lite to you Harem Wifey <3
 
Worked out in the past 12 days I have smoked most of a cigarette (before getting fed up of it), no ganj, n drank only about 15 units.

Pretty fucking pleased wi' myself to be honest! :o
 
B9 said:
It'll be time to institute another 42 day plan soon - best idea I ever had that
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Have you started? 42 day plan 8o 42 drug free days sounds hard :| Longest I've done is 11 :o and dam painful it was too.

wibble said:
Leeds meet up! (so we dont have to go very far =D)
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Interesting, very interesting wivey... pre or post Dam meet though?... not long now :D

I hate this fucking thread - but that was the point of it. I suppose :! It was suggested to me for every post I made in the Im Fucked Thread, I should make one here...but that would lead to lying :|

It'll soon be 2 weeks since I've had a spliff, so I've knocked the daily habit on the head. Which is good as I was getting myself, my tolerance and my wallet all in a mess with that one again. Have no drugs in the house, but found a strip of cocodamol in my desk drawer at work8), just enough to get a mild evening of fuckness outta it...if I'm desperate :\

Going to see how long I can last out this time... hold off again for a special excursion. But my mind's already plotting and planning and I'm not sure I can do it.

Ok moan over :p
 
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