Drug induced Psychosis ??

[lovetheforest]

Not sure if this is the right area to post this or not. Mods please move if wrong. Here goes. I'm after some opinions on what happened

I had been on the glass pipe for two days already with no sleep, the 3rd night I tried mdma for the first time. Stupidly not listening to people I bombed .5g of mdma and thats where the chaos started. My memory after that is a bit hazy. I remember my vision going crazy, like worse than any LSD trip i've had. I couldnt even read my phone or distinguish someones face everything was shaking and shuttering. I also remembering getting the shakes, my hands and whole body shaking to the point where I couldnt' hold a drink. It go to point where i couldn't really talk, I'd try to but the wrong words would come out and just dribble crap. Also in the morning the others said I went flat out with the pipe for a while which i dont really remember, apparently trying to smoke my way out of the mdma.

I do remember having this idea of the rest of the group thinking i'd lost my mind and just a general them vs me situation, with me finally asking "are you trying to wig me out and some other nonsense" when he replied that i was wigging out I kind of snapped out of it all like waking up from a dream. I didnt even recall asking the last question to him or much of what went on. I kind of just sat outside completely shell shocked not knowing what really happened last night and what I imagined.

Then I started wigging out again thinking the group had called the psych ward to come pick me up, again getting to the point where I asked someone if they had really called them, which obviously the hadn't. After some more extreme paranoia, audio and visual distortion, like hearing people in the other rooms when the place was completely empty, I finally got to sleep later that night. I still have mild side affects today mainly just anxiety and slight paranoia.

My question is what the hell happened, was it the mdma, meth, sleep deprivation, set and setting or everything. Its scared the shit out of me to the point i'm never going near any chemical again.

 

[catching fish]

I would say it was probably a combination of all of the factors. I don't think it was full blown psychosis but it still sounds awful. Half a gram of MDMA is a massive dose man. Regarding your eyesight - that used to happen to me when I had pills. They would get quite been blurry and I would see random, unfocused shapes moving around in front of me and in my peripherals. My vision would also get very dark. That combined with the fact that you were getting well into a meth binge would explain the shit you were (or weren't) seeing.

I think you are doing the right thing but stopping that shit. You definitely need some time off after experiences like that. Try to take some positives out of it and consider the whole thing a learning curve. Especially the part about trying to cure your paranoid delusions with more ice!

I would spend the next week or two eating super healthy and getting some exercise in just get your brain chemistry kicking on naturally again.

Best of luck man.

 

[spacejunk]

^ sleep paralysis,likely caused by the cocaine.

Take it easy dude - half a gram of MDMA is ridiculous amount to take in the first place - but after a meth binge?
Asking for trouble with that kind of reckless dosing IMHO.

 

[lovepsychadelics]

^ sleep paralysis,likely caused by the cocaine.

Take it easy dude - half a gram of MDMA is ridiculous amount to take in the first place - but after a meth binge?
Asking for trouble with that kind of reckless dosing IMHO.

Yeah what spacejunk said.

MDMA after meth? No wonder you needed 1/2 a fucking gram. I'm amazed you felt anything.

3 nights no sleep however I'm not amazed that you were so fucking out of it. Here is a hint for future reference BENZO's. I use meth now and again (not getting into it), it's a pretty crap drug and most of what gets around is piss poor quality unless you got good hook ups. You need sleep it's called the Circadian rhythm. I do night shifts and am awake for 30-48 hours with no sleep and without the aid of any drugs (except coffee) and I get weird hallucinations both visual and auditory without enough sleep. Add meth to the pressure cooker and... well your post outlines the rest.