30 years old and what do I have to show for it?
Well, I am 30 years old today and what do I have to show for it?
1) Multiple addictions ... opioids - 13 year addiction ... benzos - been a chronic benzo user since I was 15
2) I am well-known at the local hospital ... there was that nasty overdose/coma in 2003, then about a month ago I overdosed, was held under a baker act elevated to a marchman act (I would be sent to a lockdown "treetment center") .. but I got the hospitals legal affairs dept involved, said I needed advocacy and filed an injunction... then 2 days later I found myself back in the hospital, another baker act, but since I saw the same psychitrist he said fuck it and resended the baker act ... but I am not done yet, aa week later I woke up in the back of an ambulance, came to right as the EMT says "ok, I'm going to push 2 of narcan" ... I was to out of it to yell "no" so I had to endure it! Got to the hospital, because I figured "well, a trip to the er shouldn't be wasted" so I asked for some fentanyl .. no go, so I saide "ok, I'm leaving AMA... I was reminded this was my 4th overdose but whatever...
3) I'm single after a 4 year relationship ended .. but that is ok, I am 30, I should be banging 17 year old models!
Oh well ...
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//p