Sup folks, everyone still alive?
I feel the pain on deciding whether to do dope or switch to methadone. I'm supposed to be weaning down my oxy down to just methadone, but I've mostly just been doing dope and stockpiling the pills. I just prefer it. I'd maybe like to be clean from opiates, but I don't know if I really do or if it's just a nice dream. I mean, the only part I don't like about using is that it costs me money and I'm a cheapo. Other than that, I mean, I guess the anxiety of sourcing.. but I'm content that at least if I run out of dope I've got enough pills saved up to wean myself off at a nice slow rate. But then I'm also tempted to sell off some of my oxy for cash.. it's so damn valuable!
rn on dope, ativan, cannabis oil, and a hit from my puffco peak
Wouldn't mind getting some xanax or kpins or valium for a change, only had ativan for a while now...