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Psynaught said:
Crazy...but ya got a freebie, drunk w/ no consequences, LOL.
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Yeah well, we used a xcohort of 118 dependent alcohol users and it did not get them drunk, it just stoppped the AWS without knocking them out cold. That was the idea, it was to be (at least initially) a sort of methadone for alcoholics. Only then, when it was a medicine would be try for a GSL. But if you are alcohol dependent, the MAIN effects are not craving alcohol an not having seizures BUT being able to sleep. But not in any way 'fun'.
 
Drug Addicts Anonymous or similar support groups can be really helpful for people trying to recover because they provide a safe space where you can talk openly without being judged.Being around others who are going through similar struggles often makes it easier to stay motivated and not feel alone in the process.Recovery is not a quick or easy journey but having support from a group,along with professional help when needed,can make a big difference.Even small steps matter and consistency is what helps people move forward over time.If someone is considering joining a group like this it can be a positive first step toward change.
 
fuckabout89 said:
Yeah that's me I go and go until theres nothing left. I just dont care lol. Ome reason I dont like fucking with opioids is because when I feel good I want more and never want it too end. Terrified of it ending because I got back to my horrible anger isseus and boredom/depression and misery
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Thats why most programs call for total abstinence. I started smoking pot/doing drugs at age 13. Was drinking nightly from age 18 and was a full blown alcoholic by age 24/25 drinking at east 15 beers every night. Started AA and stopped drinking at 27 but abused hard drugs then pot until age 35.

Committed 100% to AA, steps, sponsorship, 7 meetings a week and was 100% clean and sober for 20 years. Followed directions to a tee. Many, many people come to AA and quite honestly they don't follow directions, fail, then come on to boards like this spewing hatred for AA. But I have seen it work first hand for thousands of people. People say "AA brainwashes you." They are right, but my brain need washing.

At age 55 I smoked pot again...but did not like the effect. I do take ecstasy once or twice a month, but I am just fine with half a hit. I have dabbled with other drugs but simply do not abuse them anymore. I have not touched alcohol in nearly 36 years. Alcohol is what got me really in trouble, locked up, fired, etc.

I have used Kratom the last few years, had unlimited access to Oxy and fent for about 2.5 years. Fortunately I found this forum and everyone scares me poopless about opiod addiction. I was told 2 years ago that I would be homeless by now/hopelessly hooked but I am still living in the house I have owned for 20 years driving the same car. The reason is I take very, very seriously the stories of the people here....I know what a slippery and fast slope opiods can be. I think that also part of the reason I don't have big problems is related to the psych meds I am on and also the small amount of Zepbound I take to keep my weight down. Supposedly the Zepbound curbs addiction.
 
Psynaught said:
Thats why most programs call for total abstinence. I started smoking pot/doing drugs at age 13. Was drinking nightly from age 18 and was a full blown alcoholic by age 24/25 drinking at east 15 beers every night. Started AA and stopped drinking at 27 but abused hard drugs then pot until age 35.

Committed 100% to AA, steps, sponsorship, 7 meetings a week and was 100% clean and sober for 20 years. Followed directions to a tee. Many, many people come to AA and quite honestly they don't follow directions, fail, then come on to boards like this spewing hatred for AA. But I have seen it work first hand for thousands of people. People say "AA brainwashes you." They are right, but my brain need washing.

At age 55 I smoked pot again...but did not like the effect. I do take ecstasy once or twice a month, but I am just fine with half a hit. I have dabbled with other drugs but simply do not abuse them anymore. I have not touched alcohol in nearly 36 years. Alcohol is what got me really in trouble, locked up, fired, etc.

I have used Kratom the last few years, had unlimited access to Oxy and fent for about 2.5 years. Fortunately I found this forum and everyone scares me poopless about opiod addiction. I was told 2 years ago that I would be homeless by now/hopelessly hooked but I am still living in the house I have owned for 20 years driving the same car. The reason is I take very, very seriously the stories of the people here....I know what a slippery and fast slope opiods can be. I think that also part of the reason I don't have big problems is related to the psych meds I am on and also the small amount of Zepbound I take to keep my weight down. Supposedly the Zepbound curbs addiction.
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Honestly it was a waste for me because I cant get Job cant do anything at this point to get out my situation. Even if I could get a job good luck affording a apartment or house out here. Its basically trying to enjoy my day at this point. Just ends up making me depressed watching other people move on and makes me want to use drugs more. Its very complicated I have some anti social traits and dont get along with people so im not very well liked lol.
 
fuckabout89 said:
Honestly it was a waste for me because I cant get Job cant do anything at this point to get out my situation. Even if I could get a job good luck affording a apartment or house out here. Its basically trying to enjoy my day at this point. Just ends up making me depressed watching other people move on and makes me want to use drugs more. Its very complicated I have some anti social traits and dont get along with people so im not very well liked lol.
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May I ask your age? It doesn't really matter when shooting the shit, but there are valid differences in struggles that can help people get to know you and understand what things might be holding you back from meeting your goals.

I'm 34 and had some personality quirks let's say that held me back. And I'd wager that the majority of users on this website are older than me. I'd place a bet at 50 average age maybe? I don't know, but just so that you are aware.

Today it's absolutely not easy to find stable work, housing, and all the necessities, especially when lots of other people simply got there first and it's so competitive to simply get the things that we all deserve as humans in the first place.
 
streaM Freak said:
May I ask your age? It doesn't really matter when shooting the shit, but there are valid differences in struggles that can help people get to know you and understand what things might be holding you back from meeting your goals.

I'm 34 and had some personality quirks let's say that held me back. And I'd wager that the majority of users on this website are older than me. I'd place a bet at 50 average age maybe? I don't know, but just so that you are aware.

Today it's absolutely not easy to find stable work, housing, and all the necessities, especially when lots of other people simply got there first and it's so competitive to simply get the things that we all deserve as humans in the first place.
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28 and only had one job when I was 17.
 
fuckabout89 said:
Honestly it was a waste for me because I cant get Job cant do anything at this point to get out my situation. Even if I could get a job good luck affording a apartment or house out here. Its basically trying to enjoy my day at this point. Just ends up making me depressed watching other people move on and makes me want to use drugs more. Its very complicated I have some anti social traits and dont get along with people so im not very well liked lol.
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Well, if it makes you feel any better I was a college professor who had his career ruined and then had to work as a personal trainer. However because I did not abuse drugs and especially alcohol I stayed married. I was a nasty drunk and cut a pretty soldi path of destruction. For the first 10 years of my marriage a made very good money and paid for everything. During the last 10 years my wife has paid most of the bills. She hit menopause last year ate age 48 and started drying me sex. I am almost 64 so I stay with her. I had a cancer scare and need shoulder replacement.

So my life is good, but most certainly not all sunshine and roses :) So I was a loser...became a winner, and now am sort of a loser again, LOL.

You are young, and I bet have much, much more potential than you think. I was pretty screwed up until the age of 35.

AA/NA can help you A LOT. I also had to get mental help care.
 
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