Recovery Drug Addicts Anonymous

[4DQSAR]

You would fit right into DAA. It's actually a lot different than AA, because I can relate to those that huffed gas or shot fentanyl like me, and it isn't NA.
It wasn't the drug honestly, it was more of the fucking drug. Whatever it was, it had to be more of it.

You know, I met a guy who described himself as a 'wreckhead' because he didn't really mind what drug it was, he just wanted to alter his consciousness all of the time. Very intelligent guy, very nice guy but he just couldn't handle feeling 'normal'.

For such a long time I've only taken prescribed medicines for serious medical conditions but I feel just as trapped. Heck, if I forget to take my dang mitrazipine I feel ill. Edgy and not right. It comes to something when you take the medicines just as you are told to do only to find out that a few years later you feel just as bad but now you NEED the pills.

BTW I'm severely disabled so I'm sat in a room staring at the walls 24/7.

But I AM slowly reducing the doses.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

For such a long time I've only taken prescribed medicines for serious medical conditions but I feel just as trapped. Heck, if I forget to take my dang mitrazipine I feel ill. Edgy and not right. It comes to something when you take the medicines just as you are told to do only to find out that a few years later you feel just as bad but now you NEED the pills.

BTW I'm severely disabled so I'm sat in a room staring at the walls 24/7.

But I AM slowly reducing the doses.

. I don’t really know what to say because words fall short. But this really touched me. Hugs.