Night ROLLER
Bluelighter
Hey this is the first time i ever wrotr a poem, ( or at least i think it is one 
~ ) i have to thank you people and this message bord and the whole bluelight who opened my eyes( or slwoly opening them) to the world beyond hate, greed, materialism, jalousie ect.
Drive to Freedom (nature) Tuesday October 22, 2002 1am – 2 am
Got out of work at night
Happy conversations going on with my friends in the car
I slowly drive everyone home… happy feeling of expectance falls over me while I bid
them farewell and I get the same happy response.
And then, myself, I get home … but no … no … a calming loneliness sets in
So I freeze ….. tilt my head just a little … and there it is again …MOON
NATURE
The moon
NATURE
The trees and grass
NATURE
The wind, the dark but free sky
NATURE ….the only true and real object left in the world
“NO” “no” that is not the end of the day
Putting on the music
MUSIC the closest sound of freedom I will hear for a wile
The sound of people, the sound of their lies, and the sound of their unhappiness
overwhelms me and gets under my skin
But for the next hour there will be no distracting no spiral of negative thoughts in my
Head
Just pure mental freedom
I put the car into drive … as if to shift from slavery of the world to the freedom of
inner peace and happiness
Press the gas and “GO” “JUST GO” nothing to stop me
No plastic people, plastic emotion, and plastic feelings they give off just to feel plastic
happiness inside
For the next hour it’s just …… me, the moon, the sky, the wind..........……NATURE
peace to all ... and myself
[ 22 October 2002: Message edited by: Night ROLLER ]
~ ) i have to thank you people and this message bord and the whole bluelight who opened my eyes( or slwoly opening them) to the world beyond hate, greed, materialism, jalousie ect.Drive to Freedom (nature) Tuesday October 22, 2002 1am – 2 am
Got out of work at night
Happy conversations going on with my friends in the car
I slowly drive everyone home… happy feeling of expectance falls over me while I bid
them farewell and I get the same happy response.
And then, myself, I get home … but no … no … a calming loneliness sets in
So I freeze ….. tilt my head just a little … and there it is again …MOON
NATURE
The moon
NATURE
The trees and grass
NATURE
The wind, the dark but free sky
NATURE ….the only true and real object left in the world
“NO” “no” that is not the end of the day
Putting on the music
MUSIC the closest sound of freedom I will hear for a wile
The sound of people, the sound of their lies, and the sound of their unhappiness
overwhelms me and gets under my skin
But for the next hour there will be no distracting no spiral of negative thoughts in my
Head
Just pure mental freedom
I put the car into drive … as if to shift from slavery of the world to the freedom of
inner peace and happiness
Press the gas and “GO” “JUST GO” nothing to stop me
No plastic people, plastic emotion, and plastic feelings they give off just to feel plastic
happiness inside
For the next hour it’s just …… me, the moon, the sky, the wind..........……NATURE
peace to all ... and myself
[ 22 October 2002: Message edited by: Night ROLLER ]
