aihfl, no not in hilo , up in fern acres As far as alcoholic goes I honestly never get drunk,thats for being young and dumb.But I just drink to many days out of the month,which is probably just as stupid.And thxs for question, as far as steps goes Im one of those that believes I know what to do its just a matter of doing it. Alocohol can be very wicked,i felt some of the withdrawls thinking it was fun and games at first, but a few years (3)down the road its changed and im very much less healther than was.