Washed down 3mg Ativan with a third/glass of whisky (single malt of course). Pleasant buzz, mild sleepiness. This was on top of 1.5mg Ativan I'd tried butt plugging a few hours ago with an ounce of vodka, which didn't seem to do much (except for the vodka).
Just added 2mg Klonopin with more whisky. Orally now. Hoping for a stronger but manageable effect. So far, 3 minutes in (too soon I know), there's no problem. I'll give it 20 mins and add more Klonopin and more whiskey.
Wish I had some pot edibles, but I've never tried that and it's not legal here (yet).
Oh the lows we go to change the brains. Ok, 20 mins in. Floaty but not tragic. Not seeing things. Just rather like I'd stuck with a few whiskeys in the first place and avoided all the drugs up my butt and under my tongue.
It's been 30m. Still floaty but not seriously f'd up in any way. What's next? Add a second Klonopin with whiskey, or switch to Trazodone? I'm thinking the Traz will just put me out for the night, and I'm not ready for that yet.
Oh hell, trazedone it is. 50mg, washed down with whiskey. Takes about an hour I think, though I chewed 'em and kept 'em under the tongue until the bitterness was too much.
Well, certainly that's enough drugs in my system. I think I'll go butt chug a but more vodka and water and call it a night. See whether this knocks me out or provides a pleasant evening.
If I live through it, I'll update later.