Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Hey thanks for the reply, I totally hate when you lose big posts, I've lost some really great ones over the years. I usually type out long posts in a text editor now. And I never Bluelight on my phone, I can't stand phone Internet when it's going to involve typing, give me a real keyboard any day. 
Anyway, yeah I'm very familiar with the desire for what you don't have... the "grass is greener" complex, humans really seem to have it bad, or some do anyway, I know I do. I'm happy with what I have, it's just something that goes through my mind sometimes. And apparently my subconscious mind.
Good luck with your boyfriend's situation, for both of you. Opiate withdrawal is really hard, I was addicted to opiates for 10 years and I went back and forth so many times. It was hell, I wish you guys strength, it's really hard for him, and I learned from my ex that it's also really hard for the person who's not addicted to watch the whole thing. Addiction is crazy...

Anyway, yeah I'm very familiar with the desire for what you don't have... the "grass is greener" complex, humans really seem to have it bad, or some do anyway, I know I do. I'm happy with what I have, it's just something that goes through my mind sometimes. And apparently my subconscious mind.
Good luck with your boyfriend's situation, for both of you. Opiate withdrawal is really hard, I was addicted to opiates for 10 years and I went back and forth so many times. It was hell, I wish you guys strength, it's really hard for him, and I learned from my ex that it's also really hard for the person who's not addicted to watch the whole thing. Addiction is crazy...