freskafreska
Greenlighter
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- Sep 27, 2018
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I've been clean off H and on methadone maintenance (steady dose of 70mg) for almost a year now. During the first few weeks I would dream about making the trip, scoring and using. Because my veins are already pretty bad, inside the dream I would always miss and then wake up feeling like crap and extremely frustrated. The dreams declined to maybe twice or 3x over the next few months, but during the past several days they have returned with a vengeance! Everything feels more and more vivid and real now, to the point I actually believe the dream is real only to wake up to find out it isn't. There's even times where I hope in the dream "please let this be real".
Has anyone had similar experiences and is there anything that can be done?
Has anyone had similar experiences and is there anything that can be done?