Ex-Cracker
Bluelighter
This no doubt will sound silly and I will probably sound contradictory in this thread BUT , being busy sleeping, on web reading the news and going to the gym I had forgotten to post this thread sooner. The night before last in early hours when I was asleep, I had a what felt like a great big physical jolt and I had a thought about smoking heroin and/or synthetic opiots, also I had a vision of a giant tin foil tube in front of me, as soon as I (in my head said no I'm not smoking it, I could feel anger it seemed from a big dealer of the substance and I said no again and the anger and vision finished. I have only smoked heroin or what ever it was a handful of times in past the last time was about three times of snowball on a user who moved out of the block of apartments that I used to live in which was about three years ago, I didn't get hooked as I didn't like the shit. But fucking hell it reminded me never to do horse(heroin ) or synthetic opiots ever again, and prayers and thoughts to anyone on that stuff and a round of applause to those who are giving up or have, e strong, I don't know how bad it could be and don't want to sound condescending but I am glad I didn't get hooked on it 
