<SpaceHead>
Bluelighter
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- Jan 22, 2009
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A friend of mine kindly gave me a sample of his DPT to try as I have been very curious about this rare tryptamine. I had just recently tried MET which I found very interesting, so I was very exited to see what a few more hydrogen and Carbon atoms would do to the experience. I only had 120mg and I wanted to make it go as far as possible so I decided to trade the authentic experience for a more intense but slightly colored trip by adding 300mg Moclobemide into the mix.
I took the Moclobemide on an empty stomach at about 5:00. At 6:00 I measured the DPT into 20mg lines, I used small intervals to ease my way into the experience, I wasn't sure how it would react with the MAOI. I started with 20mg in each nostril and waited 10 minutes. The DPT numbed my nose very strongly and felt like I had just gotten a shot of Novocaine. After about 10 minutes I got the sort of oversaturation of color and 'more real than reality' look to my room. I looked at my computer speakers and they seemed to glare back at me a little animated by some odd inner life, this is a phenomena that I always experience on DMT. This was interesting but still fairly mild so I did another 40mg and put on the ayahuasca album by the band Pelt since I was on a sort of propyluasca. The album is very textural droning creating timeless expanses of vibration and oscillation. I started to hear new sounds in the many layers of frequencies and was unable to tell if I was just hearing the music better or if I was having auditory hallucinations. Soon it became apparent that I must be having auditory hallucinations because the sounds began to come from outside my window. My white ceiling began to flash with beautiful artwork, four sided geometric weaving's that looked kind of like swastikas, birds and hands intertwining like escher drawings. The visuals reminded me of the closed eyed patterns I often see on DOC. Still very interesting but not yet that psychological. I decided to finish off the last 40mg.
This is when it showed its true colors. The body load became a little worrisome as my muscles started to feel very odd and my heart beat increased. I layed down on my bed and let the experience envelop me. Somehow I was deep inside myself but also kindof felt like I was seeing myself from outside my body at the same time. I blinked, and as I blinked I felt like I was falling into my own pupil, I don't know how to describe this feeling other than to say that it was gigantic and microscopic at the same time, an odd and psychotic vertigo feeling. I felt like I had been immersed in an endless ocean of white and silence. It was ominous and peaceful simultaneously, and it was one of the most pristine and clear states of mind that I have experienced. Although it was also extremely psychotic feeling and reminded me of this nightmare I used to have as a child about watching a needle penetrate skin very close up.
During this period my girlfriend came into my room and asked how I was doing, and I was totally unable to describe my experience other than catatonicaly staring into space and saying, "i don't know". At this point a wave of nausea came over me and I vomited into a trash can. My girlfriends presence helped me reconnect with reality a little and get ontop of the experience. I spent the rest of the trip in a meditative daze letting the droning sounds carry me through timeless and formless expanse. I could understand why the church of inner light considers DPT to be a holy sacrament, it most definitely is a tool for contact with ultimate reality. I didn't find it to be very useful for my personal psychological growth as it seemed to deal with more universal issues. I'm very curious to try this substance again, I think I'll do it orally next time.
I took the Moclobemide on an empty stomach at about 5:00. At 6:00 I measured the DPT into 20mg lines, I used small intervals to ease my way into the experience, I wasn't sure how it would react with the MAOI. I started with 20mg in each nostril and waited 10 minutes. The DPT numbed my nose very strongly and felt like I had just gotten a shot of Novocaine. After about 10 minutes I got the sort of oversaturation of color and 'more real than reality' look to my room. I looked at my computer speakers and they seemed to glare back at me a little animated by some odd inner life, this is a phenomena that I always experience on DMT. This was interesting but still fairly mild so I did another 40mg and put on the ayahuasca album by the band Pelt since I was on a sort of propyluasca. The album is very textural droning creating timeless expanses of vibration and oscillation. I started to hear new sounds in the many layers of frequencies and was unable to tell if I was just hearing the music better or if I was having auditory hallucinations. Soon it became apparent that I must be having auditory hallucinations because the sounds began to come from outside my window. My white ceiling began to flash with beautiful artwork, four sided geometric weaving's that looked kind of like swastikas, birds and hands intertwining like escher drawings. The visuals reminded me of the closed eyed patterns I often see on DOC. Still very interesting but not yet that psychological. I decided to finish off the last 40mg.
This is when it showed its true colors. The body load became a little worrisome as my muscles started to feel very odd and my heart beat increased. I layed down on my bed and let the experience envelop me. Somehow I was deep inside myself but also kindof felt like I was seeing myself from outside my body at the same time. I blinked, and as I blinked I felt like I was falling into my own pupil, I don't know how to describe this feeling other than to say that it was gigantic and microscopic at the same time, an odd and psychotic vertigo feeling. I felt like I had been immersed in an endless ocean of white and silence. It was ominous and peaceful simultaneously, and it was one of the most pristine and clear states of mind that I have experienced. Although it was also extremely psychotic feeling and reminded me of this nightmare I used to have as a child about watching a needle penetrate skin very close up.
During this period my girlfriend came into my room and asked how I was doing, and I was totally unable to describe my experience other than catatonicaly staring into space and saying, "i don't know". At this point a wave of nausea came over me and I vomited into a trash can. My girlfriends presence helped me reconnect with reality a little and get ontop of the experience. I spent the rest of the trip in a meditative daze letting the droning sounds carry me through timeless and formless expanse. I could understand why the church of inner light considers DPT to be a holy sacrament, it most definitely is a tool for contact with ultimate reality. I didn't find it to be very useful for my personal psychological growth as it seemed to deal with more universal issues. I'm very curious to try this substance again, I think I'll do it orally next time.
