Down and out with dopesickness again

Poping 5 tylenol#3's as soon as i get out of bed just to ward off the junk WD and the fact that i can barely fucking walk my leg hurts so bad. That was the last of the codeine i had now all i have left is lousy tramadol. Which ive taken 300mg's of today.

Still breathing zopiclone fumes from last night i eat 250mg's of lyrica and 1200mg's of gabapentin to cut the cravings for alcohol and to calm me down. The 8mg's of clonazepam helps as well. I may eat more tramadol later on because i shouldnt have a seizure with the meds im on.

My brain is scrambled from the mix of downers im on and right now that is a good thing. Im not feeling too sick and certainly not as bad as expected. As long as i can keep my nerves down im alright.

Fuck i wish it was thursday or friday so i could get my morphine. Fucking hell thats seems like a long way away.

 

I was thinking Weds. seems far away........
Time seems to move so much more slowly when you want it to move quickly.

 

I'm sure that you know what you're doing, but 5 T3s are a hefty dose of tylenol. Your liver is not loving you-- have you tried doing a cold water extraction on them instead? Or perhaps on some OTC T1s if you're in a pinch? Send me a PM if you don't know what I'm talking about, although I'm guessing that you probably do.

Good luck PA. Four days never seems so long, does it?

 

5 T3's aint that much tylenol, its equal to popping 2 Vicodin ES's (750's). Sometimes I pop 4 ES's at once.