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don't read just venting..... "fear and loathing in my mind"

dazedraver

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mind:why do I lose all I plan?
Dr. Gonzo:cuz your a constant fuckup my dear man. as your lawyer I advise you to give up
Mind: as your employer I advise you to shut the fuck up.
Dr: Don't you see your going to fuck it all up... you always do, jeez I hope my kids don't turn out like you
Mind: I know I always mess things up but at
least I have a good intention.
Dr: don't forget about the failing minds you didn't mention.... heh look at me I'm it's product. you hate your life and fail in love
Mind: I know but it's not my fault, they run they move beyond all sane boundries, or they become addicts, wtf is that all my fault.
Dr.: you see this is why I tell you not to trip. you see the shit though my eyes and I have no heart, your me so I can tear you apart... btw open my drawer and you'll find another hit.
:::gulp:::
Dr: well another girl fades from your life, this one to service of her country.
mine: yeah so I'm alone again. as usual I fail to keep her around.
Dr.: fuck that your too picky, they have to meet your standards, not to thin not to fat fuckthat shit. who are you to reject anyone?
mind: But I wasn't being picky just looking for a friend.
DR: fuck that it's the end.
Ok I appologize but i wrote that while I was tripping and I need help decypering my thoughts, I cant really wirte it anywhere else cuz it'll get found. just ignore it.
JJ
 
Take a deep breathe and tell yourself you are in control!
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hehe
thanks
see this is what happen when you watch fear and loathing too much while your tripping
hehe sorry again kids
JJ
 
sorry? I enjoyed reading this.. at least now i know i'm not the only one who says crazy shit like that to myself when i'm tripping, sometimes i'm afraid i will cause myself to go insane.. is that possible?
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Why does my heart always feel empty when I am either not with someone I am in love with, or I am sober??? :(
 
Insanity is in the eye of the beholder, don't worry about it tripping is a good way to delve into your lower subconsious and drag out all of the dirty laundry that you need to get rid of.
hehe
or I could just be nuts.
JJ
 
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