God another Thursday life seems to be flying by right now. The weather gradually gets cooler the leaves are changing college football is being played. All I want is a fat shot of dope and maybe a little speed. Im going back to the city tonight get to do MDPV as soon as I get home then the quest for heroin begins. I feel excited yet fearful Niel Young is telling me about the damage im doing yet I dont seem to care. Smoking weed everyday has me in a hazy fog of rememberance am I 15 or 21? Or somewhere in the middle?
Its been a crazy 6 years but I wouldnt trade it for the world. I just hope I die soon cause I dont have the stregnth to fight this monkey its strangling me. Yet everytime that needle hits the skin I feel alive more alive then any of the other people at this school. As LSD opened my mind Heroin shall close it.
Elliot Smith
Coma kid high times
Tell me how you come to follow you
around where ever you go
Said I don't go, where I'm supposed go
And I don't go, really anywhere you know
Told me how hes driven by a curse, 'til
he kicked out into reverse
Said I don't go, where I'm supposed to go
And I don't go, really anywhere you know
I made up my mind, and I don't mind sayin so
I went to meet you at central square
When I couldn't find you there,
I went walking around the city some more
People watching with a cold blank stare
And I saw your face, in everyone I swear
Seems like I never get your kick quite right
I was walking slow to a dirty dive
I'm so sick and tired of
trying to change your mind
When it's so easy to disconnect mine
High times
High times
High times, yea I feel fine
High times
High times
High times, man I feel fine
Don't pick me up I'm fine right where I am
I don't go, where I'm supposed go
Where I'm supposed to go
Its been a crazy 6 years but I wouldnt trade it for the world. I just hope I die soon cause I dont have the stregnth to fight this monkey its strangling me. Yet everytime that needle hits the skin I feel alive more alive then any of the other people at this school. As LSD opened my mind Heroin shall close it.
Elliot Smith
Coma kid high times
Tell me how you come to follow you
around where ever you go
Said I don't go, where I'm supposed go
And I don't go, really anywhere you know
Told me how hes driven by a curse, 'til
he kicked out into reverse
Said I don't go, where I'm supposed to go
And I don't go, really anywhere you know
I made up my mind, and I don't mind sayin so
I went to meet you at central square
When I couldn't find you there,
I went walking around the city some more
People watching with a cold blank stare
And I saw your face, in everyone I swear
Seems like I never get your kick quite right
I was walking slow to a dirty dive
I'm so sick and tired of
trying to change your mind
When it's so easy to disconnect mine
High times
High times
High times, yea I feel fine
High times
High times
High times, man I feel fine
Don't pick me up I'm fine right where I am
I don't go, where I'm supposed go
Where I'm supposed to go