just stope ruining you life, i am not just giving my own oppinion, almost everyone on BL's, you need to stop toally, NO IV'ING ever again, because once you start doing coke you'll get the urge to do pill again., and then you are putting you body at more and more risk, and like i said in my earlier post you will be VERY VERY lucky to live past you twentys if you carry on with the reckless behaviour you are doing.
WOOHOO if you have cut down on your life threatening intake from every day to once a month but it still isnt good enough, you need to stop injectiong pills and other drugs too,
a thread i read of yours a while ago you didnt even understand how to filter drugs properly so if you cant do that then you are alsmost certaintly going to keel over and die.
And maybe for a change think about your parents feelings foor a change, you may be feeling so shitty that drugs seem the only escape, as i have a lot of times too but look at your uninformed parents who have all the propaganda forced into their brains that make them worry so much, i bet they have blood pressures through the roof and they are so worried about you that they have no idea what to do with you, i just wish that you would be sent to some hardcore rehab where its quit or bust because the way you are going at the mo is just not good enough, especially for someone your age.
Sort things out with your family, have a family conversation (i know how hard these are but they ultimately are the best if you have ground rules of no arguing) and then you can discuss possible treatment options sensible with the family rather than hiding your use and everytime you get caught out the situation gets worse and worse,
well that was just my 2 cents, i really hope you listen to some if not all of it and try and work things out,
p.s. please dont think i hate you naru, i generally want to help you its just so hard to help someone who doesnt seem like they really want to be helped
