Donna Raven Xixi

Donna

separate

Then I go through a period of intense realization, on levels.

(Then) turn down the crazy brain
get job
got job

Donna is the first female I met at the new job. The same name as the girl who never seemed off of my mind. She's the only other female driver at the time of my entry. She is Black. I find out her middle name is the same as my mom's- Faye, and that she has my sister's birthday.

The first Donna- I found correlation with my mom, in some ways, such as the number value of her name- a possible one anyways. Both her and my mom have first and middle names that each come out to 108.

The distance between the earth and sun = 108 times the diameter of the sun.

Distance between the earth and the moon = 108 times the moon's diameter

The diameter of the sun = 108 times the diameter of the earth.

The numbers are not exactly 108, but they are very close to 108.

At the new job, there was one other girl that worked there, named Raven. She was also Black.

They, Raven and Donna, both had facial hair. One had a last name Manning, and the other Harrell, which reminded me of her hair on her face, sometimes.

I was given a lock-box, and I first used a girl's box who was away at school. Xixi, pronounced Kiki.

Then I chose the very center box, and Dustin, last name Dye- the manager who hired me, put the number 23 on it after I told him about how many things seem to connect through it, in my life, including but not limited to Donna, my mother, my exes, my friends having things occur around it... life itself.

Mike Harding was the general manager of where I hired on, directly after the one who often prayed to him, or for him (well, The Archangel)- The first Donna.

Donna's (work) lock box was directly above mine, and her lock was so big that it would stop my locker from closing, after I opened it. I'd have to move her lock as I did. I found it symbolic... Of something, but I couldn't quite nail it down. Everything reminded me of her. Locked.

I can't really begin to explain it all.

I calculated our names, together, if she was as the voice said, my wife, and found a number 413.
Where I went to work directly after her, there was only one store in the strip mall with numbers, and they were 413.

The night I met her was the 23rd day of 2009. On the 22nd, she had moved into the apartment we spent time in, and she ordered food from the place I went to get a job- Dominos. The 22nd is Raven's birthday. Raven shares one full-name sum with Donna (96).
 
Specifically? I know I probably didn't make this one easy to understand.

Donna at first is another Donna, who I reference in many other writings here. I may edit this. I got lazy. Most don't seem to understand from experience unless I explain it in person. But I write about it to clarify it to myself sometimes.
 
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