done with heroin

I think getting detoxed twice in the last month and coming RIGHT out and using... im talkin copped on my way home it was that fast lol... made my habit even worse from the suboxone. Cuz this time with suboxone im getting sick before my next dose every time so far

Day one i took about 14 mg suboxone
Yesterday was 8nmg
Today is 4mg

Im gonna do one more day of four mg, two days of two mg, then ill determine whether ill do one or two days of one mg and even go into a couple days of .5mg then a day or two of .25mg.... cant wait for it to be over thats all i can say

But at least this time i know i dont havd to do it again... which ive always known... but more importantly i know that i WON'T do it again

Once my habits gone maybe ill do percs every now and then. But thats a ways away.. no more heroin and no more needles though

Like my grandmother used to say before she lost her mind went insane and starting pooping all over the place -- good riddance to bad rubbish. Haha
 
Ps i appreciate both your guys support. I loove going backc to my blog and seeing any comments but especially shit like that
 
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