izzy66
Bluelighter
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- Dec 1, 2008
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i hear you man. i get down and frustrated as hell. the world totally overstimulates me and makes me irritable as fuck so i spend a good amount of time alone or w/ one person at a time. crowds, big parties make me agitated and irritable as hell. it can really suck at times.thx izzy.
I am seriously totally lost at this point, I do not know what to do, the only thing I think about is killing myself, i just cant do it to other ppl.
I could go out to friends, but I don't even want to be with people - and yet I've never felt so fucking god awful lonely in my life. Whats the fuckin point man, fuck this shit world.
there's no answer anyone can tell you. your answer is inside you. takes a whole lotta energy to get down w/ ur bad self but i have no doubt you're up for the work.
it can get better, that's one thing i do know and am sure of...
if i found a way, you can too.
hang in
-izzy