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doing ecstacy alone...........anyone?

I've been ditched by my friends an hour into a pill taking effect before, so I just jumped into a cab and went home - so should have found some randoms and stayed out! My flatties just thought I was a freak, and I noticed the side effects more. I get really shivery if i'm not moving, and there's no one to talk all the shit too. Wasn't bad as such, but was just strange and head-fucky, being left alone with those thoughts!
 
Le Junk said:
IHas anyone else ever done good MDMA alone, and what was your experience like. I found it to be a big let down, personally.

Anyone?

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Hey

you sorta answered your own question, "good MDMA."

Good MDMA Is well manufactured and thouroughly cleaned and you won't be ab;e to get it on the street. You need to be lucky and know someone right close to the manufacture. The more hands your "pure" MDMA goes through, the more bits of filler that gets put in to make alittle money for everyone, Alot of chemicals won't react to any of the Eztest results, so you just put stuff that isn't going to respond to any test in with the MDMA, they would obviously have to be the same color product.

So lets look at it like this, you just bought 20 grams of MDMA
You test it it and its all good you know its good. so, now your going to add "Chemical.A" and "Chemical b" , to make that 20grams of pure MDMA into lets say 25.

Now, the drugs you added won't change the basics of the buzz but will give you more product to sell and it still isn't a diffrent drug its basically pure, just a lower grade.

:D
You will know when you do some really good MDMA, you will definatly enjoy it.

Digital --- comes down to the connection, Always.
 
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rolling by yourself sucks because E is such a social drug. i know that the time i rolled by myself i didn't have nearly as much fun as i did when others were around.

also, when you start doing drugs secretly and hiding it from your wife, that's a real good sign you should take a break.
 
I need to roll with a crowd... If i was to roll alone, i would figure it would be a roll wasted... because i love getting massages from others, and deep discussions with strangers is also part of the good feeling.

I need external stimuli when my brain is being flooded with serotonin.
 
*~*geNeRaTiOn E*~* said:
rolling by yourself sucks because E is such a social drug. i know that the time i rolled by myself i didn't have nearly as much fun as i did when others were around.

also, when you start doing drugs secretly and hiding it from your wife, that's a real good sign you should take a break.
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Your second paragraph I think sums it up. When your trying to hide and be quite it just adds stress to the whole roll. I think even with the best of E that if I was sneaking around upstairs that it just would never be as good as when it's in the open and we all roll together.

Anyone?
 
Le Junk said:
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If you are hiding a good time [or otherwise] from a significant other then seriously you have a problem. You are obvioulsy fiending!?!?

It's not like the days when you're a kid and you need to hide it for obvious reasons and of course the added kick of the secrecy.

I still enjoy reading posts by the noobs where you can see instantly the caution and care put into a post ... sounding the waters ... ;)
 
my first time i rolled was alone, i had 2 pills, i poped one and 45 minites later i didnt feel anything so i poped the other, about 20 minites later it kicked in and 20 minites after that the effect had like doubled getting stronger every minite for about 10 minites then it leveled out, i ended up talking to this girl ive known for years for 12 hours on the phone, i found myself cripwalkign around my place, im pretty good at it, was a realy good first time, i ended up doing some fun things on the phone with her, like games thAT we both made up, she was also rolling that night, about halfway throught i started feeling like i was coming down so i got on my computer and talked to a friend and he ran me over 3 more pills, we both where starting to come down but the conversation was still intense so we both droped 2 more pills, i prefered this to my second time where i had sex with my girlfriend, i mean i loved the sex but it was just more spiritual and more up lifting just talking, it was like we could talk about things that usaly we couldnt, like we could trust each other with are most secret secrets
 
i wouldnt recommend it. ur gonna want to talk to people, and dance and just be social, and when no one's there, it's going to dissapoint you
 
I'm rollin' right now and I'm all by myself. I think it just all depends on what you want out of your Xperience. Sometimes, when I want to be socioble and party, I'll have a few drinks, and bump here and there, and I then I'd pop a pill.

But when I'm with friends, and we're all hanging out anyways. And the pills are there. Why not? Plus, getting high is cheaper than gettin drunk.

The alone thing is good for me. Its a place I can go
 
Well, as it turns out, it was the fact that I did it alone that ruined the buzz.

I did the ame exact ones last night with my wife and holy shit! It was like a whole different drug. These pills were freakin' awsome and I couldn't believe the diference.

May I strongly suggest to anyone out there ever considering rolling alone to think twice before doing so.

Ecstacy is a social and/or group kind of drug. I just proved that fact last night and will NEVER ever roll alone again!

You guys were right.
 
the first time i did E,i took it with some friends. But it only kicked in when i got home and basically had the time of my life. i listened to my stereo and just sang along really loudly while rubbing my feet on the carpet. but you never know how you are going to react to it
 
i did e with a friend, and she left about 2 hours later, and i immediately started to come off, it was like i sobered up without her. it sucked. i was listening to music trying to keep my trip but it just kind of....left.
 
I'm coming down from my rolls and I was alone. I was alone last time I rolled too. I still have a BLAST. I talk to people on AIM though so that might be cheating.
 
well ecstacy is all about empathy, so doing it alone in a way negates the whole purpose of ecstacy. im sure u could still have a good time, but id rather save it for when i ahve friends around.
 
I dumped a Blue Alien middle of last year and was the only one of the group who took something that night. Was quite angry when it didnt kick in within the first hour and a half of waiting. So i decided to drink a bottle of cheap champers.. Then got a lift in a wrx with mad turbo (not saying this added to the effects) but for some reason as soon as we started driving i started peaking pretty full on. It was a good experience. But unfortunately had to spend the rest of my night drawing in my book and listening to my ipod in my room tryng to keep myself busy.. Fun though :D
 
I think that doing ecstasy alone, though might not be as fun, is extremely therapeutic. Last night I put on a guided meditation of Metta Bhavana (The Practice of Loving-Kindness) and it was amazing. Meditation (especially Metta Bhavana)+ Ecstasy= A new perspective and appreciation for everything and everyone (including yourself) that is greater than the effects of ecstasy alone. It intensifies the empathy and adds some very cool physical sensations. So it's not like doing ecstasy alone is a complete waste. It might not be as much of a party as rolling at a club/rave or with friends, but rolling alone definetely has its benefits.
 
i found one thing that is quite cool when doing ecstasy alone is playing computers games. though not all games can be played when on ecstasy.
Last New Years, i had no party invites, so i figured i would get a half a dozen pills and just stay home and play Half Life 2. I had the game for a little while but couldn't really get into it.

I set up my computer on the floor, i got beanbags, pillows, drinks and droppen my first pill about 8pm. Then got stuck into Half Life, the six pills lasted me about 12hours. and i played for that entire time, i found that with the ecstasy, it pretty much put me inside the game. i had blocked out everything around me and it felt like the game was almost real.

you know when you wake up from some dreams and they feel so real that for the next few days, that is all you can think about. and you feel a little spacey. that is exactly how i felt after this experience, for the next week, i had Half Life burned into my brain, it was an awesome sensation.

Sure, to some people it might sound strange that a game could affect me so much, but it did. It was great, i guess that is why i love doing pills at home alone now. You just need to know how to channel the "i want to talk someone" feeling into doing something else.

Oh, for anyone who loves Half Life 2, i did finish it that night. I think i played better while i was toasted than when i am straight.
 
yess as was mentioned earlier being on ecstasy alone can be very theraputic.

if you channel the emotional opening and empathy towards yourself through reflection or better yet meditation, you honestly analyze and examine yourself in a constructive mannor and you may learn alot about yourself or become EnlightEnEd.

happy meditating.
 
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