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Le Junk

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I recently did some ecstacy that I tested with the EZ Extreme and came back as pure MDMA. But, I did it alone secrectly upstairs without my wife knowing. I noticed the effects were mild at best and I didn't feel any sexual urges or much empathy except for maybe the first 30 minutes at best. Not alot of eye wiggles or jaw clenching either.

Has anyone else ever done good MDMA alone, and what was your experience like. I found it to be a big let down, personally.

Anyone?

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a friend had a different experience and it was also her first time..i dont really remember what type they were but she actually took the roll and didnt feel a thing and later on that night we took her home and when she got home the effects kicked in as she was alone and we all passed the phone around talking to her as she enjoyed it and she said her vision was pretty blurry and she had a pretty rough tounge the next day
 
I've taken pills by myself and been absolutely shpongled, but I agree with you Le Junk, I didn't get a lot of loved up feeling. I think it's because MDMA is an entheogen, therefore you're predominantly responding to external stimulus. Maybe save the goods for a time when your wife can play too :)

As an aside - I used to work in a club environment and very often would have a pill or two at the end of my shift (about 6-7am) simply because they'd been given to me as tips over the night. Then I'd head out and find someone to waste Sunday/Monday with. On the rare occasions I didn't find my crew still conscious and on some yacht somewhere =D I'd end up in my bed with the quilt pulled over my head, feeling downright nasty. I dunno if that's from the disappointment of not having fun, or an effect of MDMA itself: but needless to say I think it's a drug best shared :)
 
God....my worst times have been when I was left alone after being out and every body else crashes lol.....I couldn't think of anything worse than doing it alone. :)
 
most of my best trips have been at home alone. i love it. if i had the choice of going out and staying home, staying home would win hands down. i go out to clubs pretty much just to keep friends company.

you are basicly god. you control the music, the tv, the lighting... everything. and there are no dickheads to ruin your night.

sure, it might take a little getting used to if you haven't done it before, but once you realise that you can have fun by yourself, it is awesome.
 
I hated rolling alone, I've done it 2 or 3 times. The only reason I even roll these days (rarely) is for the love making with my wife. In fact, the last two times I rolled it was alone. The first pill just sucked in general, and the second was better, but nothing special. Masturbation wasn't even great. In fact it was much better sober, except when you FINALLY nut, then it feels great, of course haha!
 
Le Junk said:
Has anyone else ever done good MDMA alone, and what was your experience like. I found it to be a big let down, personally.
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As it happens I had 4 pills last weekend alone. The pills had been pre-tested and eaten on several occassions prior to great effect however home alone I got a mild buzz at best but major side effects which I put down to tolerance.

I've done E a few times alone in the past [actually I'm sure I spoke to you one of those times ;)] and while it doesn't compare to a shared experience a couple of those highs were beautiful with major eye wobbles and rushes but as you say short lived. Beans are social animals.
 
My 2nd or 3rd time with extacy was alone, best time ever. I watched 2001, it's a pretty profound film anyway but it seemed cosmically signifigant at the time. What did you do to keep occupied Le Junk?
My first time on pills i was alone, i had thought they would be more speedy than loved up, so i had planned to clean the house. got distracted about 1 hour in and spent the evening talking to my fish.
I hate talking to people on x, unless i'm very close to them while sober. Midway through every sentence i forget what i was talking about, and end up looking like an idiot. the fish don't mind that so much.
 
Yep I enjoy it most alone or at least at home.

It gives you the opportunity to really sit back without any distractions and allow it to sink in.


I suspect that you maybe didnt have a very good pill or/and you didnt give yourself a chance to relax cos of the hiding it from your wife.

Solo is the bomb.
 
I have done it twice alone, walked about, felt good, nice and thats about it. Second time I was robbed and yet I still wasnt bothered about that so it was working to say the least. But its really a social drug.
 
your setting and frame of mind is so important.

the one time i did E alone, ...it was great E ...but disappointing. my mind was alone. i dont personally like being left to my own devices while high. except saliva perhaps.
 
yea knowing myself i wouldnt be able to handle being by myself i'd constantly be wondering where i could go and how i could get there haha.. not gunna try that anytime soon.. i have tons of people all the time i could do it with if only i could get any :|
 
Pillish said:
I can't roll by myself I need at least one person with me!
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I'm like Pillish.. I like to have one person with me. Someone to talk to or just hang with. But last week was very different. I started the roll about 9:45p. Hung with my friends at their house until 3. They went to bed, I was in no condition to drive. I needed to dance :) So I dancing in their living room for 4 hours, then crashed very tired. It was a lonely time, but man it was a GREAT time. I was standing in their living room rolling balls, listnening to some great music and looking in the mirror the entire time. I had a pair of light sticks, and I have to say it was pretty amazing.

I still love rolling with friends, but that 4 hours of being alone was something I'll never forget...
 
Back in the day (approx this time last year) when I was totally etarded i would always have lots of free caps handy, so I would a lot of times just pop one with my whole family around and be by myself downstairs ont eh computer or lying in my bed listening to music. It was alright, but it really made me downer, as to the fact that I was alone so all my thoughts would totally bombard me and I could control myself and not freak out but it just made me very depressed. Don't think I'll ever be able to roll alone!
 
Indelibleface said:
I love doing it alone. Well, I mean, I love wandering at raves while rolling,
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moi aussi mon frere

one reason i only attend raves alone!

on the other hand

i love rolling alone in general too, it is what you make of it and I have never had a bad x perience.
 
Not a good habit to get a hold of. cause you wil always have your self to roll to then. i try to keep it with friends so i have a break at least, if i get in the habit of doing it by myself then whats stopping me from not doing it all the time. I <3 the feeling too much
 
ive never rolled alone, but id ont even like rolling without my girlfriend. so i seriously doubt id enjoy it alone. recently ive decided to limit my use of E so that i only do it with my girlfriend on the rare occasion. partly because rolling with her is the best thing ever, and also because ive noticed that the magic has been leaving me as of late.
 
I've never rolled alone. I probably wont, cause E is a social drug, so I don't think I would ever roll by myself unless if I go to a club or something
 
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