Sometimes. Depends on a day. If there's a night class for 2.5 hours and we are watching a movie I would totally smoke a joint beforehand! ; )-~
Once in a while if I am not having any energy for anything I would do some uppers, go to classes and study in the library afterwards until I am back to baseline. Then beer(s)/wine, 5-htp, valerian root, super strong chamomile tea, multivitamins, melatonin and I am ready for bed. Usually after such mix I have insanely complicated and realistic lucid dreams =)
Lots of caffeine to keep me awake and concentrated (but I don't mix caffeine with more powerful uppers). If I drink too much though, I feel sick jittery and my concentration goes down...
One day on a high dosage of methylone and mephedrone I had great discussions in one of my classes and didn't feel bored or restless like I usually do within 20 minutes of the class's start. Than I took a quiz and got an A on it...
However, 95% of time I am sober at school and I know if I would be more high at school than I used to be during the previous semester than my grades would SINK hardcore. Nonetheless, I see benefits of doing something like uppers when needed and smoke weed before tests. My memory gets not affected but my anxiety goes down and it doesn't clench my mind so I can actually write more and be more productive. But if I over-smoke the opposite happens
Learning and drugs are not the best combination in my opinion overall.
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Did I ever get caught? Hell no. One time some professor (I am almost friends with) asked me whether I feel OK because I looked sick but I don't think it was due to me being high, I just really didn't sleep much that night and looked pretty rough to begin with. Made me feel slightly paranoid though because I had 3 beers beforehand and a couple of hits of weed :D
One time it was an embarrassment. I didn't sleep at all a night before doing h/w and I had to be in class in the morning. So I popped 300 mg Methylone before class. I zoned out completely from discussions and was busy writing poetry in my subject notebook (which I love still, even when I am sober). My professor asked me out and I looked completely blank and had nothing to say, but then after a longer pause everyone in the class including him started laughing and it saved my ass, as it gave me enough time to come up with something insightful and educated to say on the discussed subject.
It's an easy thing for me to pull of - to be high in social environment. Especially if you have dark brown eyes, it's impossible to see from distance how they are dilated. My girlfriend can never notice whether I am high or not, and so my mother and my friends. I can fool everyone if I want too, haha :D
Advice: just act sober, stay calm and don't
over do drugs at school. You will regret!
Plus, naturally when I am sober and happy I am much more outgoing and "crazy" than when I am under the influence. People asked me whether I was high during the times when I was sober and just happy on life for many times! In the past it was the most weird thing because I was a complete straight edge from teen ages to when I turned 20... Made me feel like in order to be happy and funny you have to be high, which is not true. People who don't do drugs just don't get it
