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Cocaine doing coke alone

Spent too many nights alone high as a kite calling up people to chat and writing messages to everyone “you up?” I both miss those days and i dont…cocaine really truely is a social drug..
 
jessepinkman779 said:
Snap. I've typed essays to people at 4 and 5am.
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ah I bet ^^ I was doing some stimulants before I discovered opiates, and I definitely feel that, maybe not to the same level of yalls but still. Also congrats on the good work and keeping your consumption low :)
 
4 days and I reslaped. Hard too! All it took was a mate telling me he was getting top quality, he wasn't wrong but I fucking hate myself. 4 days is pathetic really isn't it. Had a good night, but that's the trap isn't it. God knows when or how ill make 4weeks. I think coke will be the end of ne
 
jessepinkman779 said:
4 days and I reslaped. Hard too! All it took was a mate telling me he was getting top quality, he wasn't wrong but I fucking hate myself. 4 days is pathetic really isn't it. Had a good night, but that's the trap isn't it. God knows when or how ill make 4weeks. I think coke will be the end of ne
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4 days isnt pathetic at all! I've been trying to quit alcohol because it makes me sick almost every time I drink, but I only been able to do 2 days a week for 5 weeks, then for 3 weeks I wasnt able to do any at all, I just kept drinking. This week I managed to do 2 days, and now back to drinking. I don't even like alcohol that much, and I makes me sick more often that not, and I still can't stop, now that's pathetic :P but really it's just not a competition, we all have how vices, and our reasons to do it, and we all deserve grace, especially from oneself.
 
Passable_rock said:
4 days isnt pathetic at all! I've been trying to quit alcohol because it makes me sick almost every time I drink, but I only been able to do 2 days a week for 5 weeks, then for 3 weeks I wasnt able to do any at all, I just kept drinking. This week I managed to do 2 days, and now back to drinking. I don't even like alcohol that much, and I makes me sick more often that not, and I still can't stop, now that's pathetic :P but really it's just not a competition, we all have how vices, and our reasons to do it, and we all deserve grace, especially from oneself.
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It sounds like you're working hard. I agree we all have our vices and our reasons. Addiction is a very difficult openent if that's the right word..I feel so much more like me when I'm on coke, but those close to me say I'm a different person on it, and whilst on it it's all I care about, which sounds selfish and I guess it is. But I'm so much happier and social on it.

This isn't the place for this, but I don't know where is. My neighbours who I don't get on with told me today they're sick of dealer pulling up and sick of hearing me sniffing, which I
. understand however, they didn't leave it there and an argument ensued. Long story short they told me that a hells angel friend of theirs would be paying me a visit tomorrow. If he does his name is Mathew Lemm of the Telford UK Chapter. He's actually the president, he dangerous and basically a scary human being. Apparently he's coming for me some time tomorrow morning UK time. If I don't post here by 1pm tomorrow UK time I'd appreciate it if someone could pass this information onto UK serious and organised crime. I can't give my name, but he's already known to that taskforce. Again if I don't post here by 1pm tomorrow UK time. Someone please pass this information on. I know this isn't the place but if he does come I won't be around by 1pm UK time tomorrow. I will post before said time if it doesn't happen. Mathew Lemm, Hells Angel, Telford Uk
 
I just want my family to know who did it if it happens. But, if I post tomorrow by 1pm UK time ignore this. If he's coming he'll come tomorrow and he won't mess around. If he doesn't come tomorrow morning then he's not coming. This is ridiculous to be honest, but I'm genuinely scared
 
jessepinkman779 said:
It sounds like you're working hard. I agree we all have our vices and our reasons. Addiction is a very difficult openent if that's the right word..I feel so much more like me when I'm on coke, but those close to me say I'm a different person on it, and whilst on it it's all I care about, which sounds selfish and I guess it is. But I'm so much happier and social on it.

This isn't the place for this, but I don't know where is. My neighbours who I don't get on with told me today they're sick of dealer pulling up and sick of hearing me sniffing, which I
. understand however, they didn't leave it there and an argument ensued. Long story short they told me that a hells angel friend of theirs would be paying me a visit tomorrow. If he does his name is Mathew Lemm of the Telford UK Chapter. He's actually the president, he dangerous and basically a scary human being. Apparently he's coming for me some time tomorrow morning UK time. If I don't post here by 1pm tomorrow UK time I'd appreciate it if someone could pass this information onto UK serious and organised crime. I can't give my name, but he's already known to that taskforce. Again if I don't post here by 1pm tomorrow UK time. Someone please pass this information on. I know this isn't the place but if he does come I won't be around by 1pm UK time tomorrow. I will post before said time if it doesn't happen. Mathew Lemm, Hells Angel, Telford Uk
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I gotchu. If you are serious about being in danger like that, I'd suggest you temporarily relocate.
 
I get what you mean. But I'm not going to run. We'll see how close my neighbours are to him in the morning. There is no escaping the HA they're everywhere. I'm not going to just let him do it. Unless he pulls up on a bike with a gun then there's not much I can do. But, he's a president there's nowhere to run from that. I'm going to wake up, do my coke and hope I'm lucky or my neighbours are full of shit. But there's a price for using his name if you don't know him so I'm guessing they're serious. I know someone who knows him well and he will try and get it called off, I'm enjoying my night and morning with my coke. From what my neighbours said he's coming through my front door, if he does I've got a hope and a prayer. But, for the next 10-11 hours I'm enjoying myself. Addiction is a mute point if he does come. So I may as well get smashed. I'm scared, but there's no running from his "motorcycle club". They're world wide. Mostly keep themselves to themselves but never afraid to set an example. into my coke I go
 
@jessepinkman779 Even tho you don't use an oz a week anymore (as you are cutting back), I gotta ask, how did you manage your tolerance when you did? Considering that you use it as an antidepressant (so I assume you need to be high more than a couple hours a day).
I'm considering going back to snorting (only did about 10 times a a year ago). I also struggle with depression, to the point I'm still alive only to make some more money for my mom before calling it quits.
I currently only work and don't have energy for anything else, even my mother noticed it.
That's not life, and I'm sure coke can at least bring back most of it.
jessepinkman779 said:
But there's a price for using his name if you don't know him so I'm guessing they're serious.
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Chances are, they aren't.
People tend to be full of shit when it comes to knowing "dangerous" people.
Just stay inside your house. If someone does show up in your front door and you feel like they are gonna kill you, throw away your coke and call the cops.
 
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I'm going to reply to the above comment now. I just wanted to check in. I'm safe and sound. My neighbours are full of shit. My friend called the person they said was coming and all he said was last time he heard my name was from an ex if mine who just told him I'm a raving coke head. I asked my friend not to mention my neighbours names because, unlike them I don't want any harm to come to anyone especially not for just talking shit and using his name.
 
CptCook said:
@jessepinkman779 Even tho you don't use an oz a week anymore (as you are cutting back), I gotta ask, how did you manage your tolerance when you did? Considering that you use it as an antidepressant (so I assume you need to be high more than a couple hours a day).
I'm considering going back to snorting (only did about 10 times a a year ago). I also struggle with depression, to the point I'm still alive only to make some more money for my mom before calling it quits.
I currently only work and don't have energy for anything else, even my mother noticed it.
That's not life, and I'm sure coke can at least bring back most of it.

Chances are, they aren't.
People tend to be full of shit when it comes to knowing "dangerous" people.
Just stay inside your house. If someone does show up in your front door and you feel like they are gonna kill you, throw away your coke and call the cops.
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Id like to say I had some set dosing plan, but I didn't. I just bought half an Oz on a Monday and another half in Thursdays. Some days I'd do more coke than others, I just used to buy my half Oz twice per week and pretty much sniff as much as I could for as long as I could. It definitely works as an antidepressant better than anything else I've taken, it's just difficult, at least for me to manage a reasonable amount. Just a few lines lifts my depression but I can't just have a few lines I chase it thinking more more more. That lead to a high tolerance which led to the need to have to obviously take more, which in turn led to more and more money, which ironically causes low moods and debt problems. I'm still paying debts because of it. And I'm still using it.

Please don't call it quits. Depression and low mood isn't nice at all. But, give yourself something to look forward to once a month or once a week that will pull you through. If you do use coke as an antidepressant as I do then I'd recommend using as little as you need just to get the job done otherwise tolerance will be a problem,but don't listen to me I don't know when to stop. How much and how often are you using it at the moment?
 
jessepinkman779 said:
I'm going to reply to the above comment now. I just wanted to check in. I'm safe and sound. My neighbours are full of shit. My friend called the person they said was coming and all he said was last time he heard my name was from an ex if mine who just told him I'm a raving coke head. I asked my friend not to mention my neighbours names because, unlike them I don't want any harm to come to anyone especially not for just talking shit and using his name.
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Happy to know you're still with us! I did put an alarm because and checked on the forum when it rang, saw you're good and when back to bed ^^
 
jessepinkman779 said:
it's just difficult, at least for me to manage a reasonable amount
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Yeah, I'm also impulsive when it comes to drugs.
jessepinkman779 said:
How much and how often are you using it at the moment?
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I don't use it. Last time was a year ago. I currently only vaporize ~1g MJ daily.

But after reading some of your experience with the bad side of coke, and the thread about anti-depressants on 1st page, I think I'm gonna try methylphenidate oral, as suggested by @Dextro .45 .

It's like the light version of coke if I'm not mistaken.
Probaly going to give me some energy (not as much as coke, i know).
Have you ever used it?
 
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CptCook said:
Yeah, I'm also impulsive when it comes to drugs.

I don't use it. Last time was a year ago. I currently only vaporize ~1g MJ daily.

But after reading some of your experience with the bad side of coke, and the thread about anti-depressants on 1st page, I think I'm gonna try methylphenidate oral, as suggested by @Dextro .45 .

It's like the light version of coke if I'm not mistaken.
Probaly going to give me some energy (not as much as coke, i know).
Have you ever used it?
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No. I've never tried it but I'm definitely interested in trying it
 
I always do coke alone cuz I have no one to do it with, and it's too expensive, and I'm too poor to share it.

It is extremely fun, and I don't do opiates (my previous DOC, was addicted for years) even suboxone or methadone, so i dont feel THAT guilty doing the coke. But it's still a dangerous and very addictive drug so I am very careful.

My housemate prefers crack, but not me. I don't even like crack -- it's too spacey. And the comedown is shitty. I much prefer normal cocaine, up the nose (I've injected it before and didn't like it)

When I used to do opiates, I would sometimes slam a speedball of heroin and cocaine together. It was amazing quality so you'd think it would be fun, but for some reason I didn't even like it. I prefer heroin and cocaine separately, not together.

** One thing I don't understand is how you are able to do coke all day every day. Doesn't it clog up your nose?
 
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I dunno, I snorted 3x acetone-washed coke before and it still clogged my nose. actually i get the clogged nose from injecting too. i think it's a rebound effect from the vasoconstriction
 
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