Damn, what happened to this thread?
Indeed, the strength of your mind will be tested, and unless you are comfortable with reality crashing down and then suddenly reforming, no words can help you define what the experience is going to be like.
I don't recommend lsd to beginners and I definitely would not have started with it if I knew what I know now.
OP, welcome to BlueLight. You do seem young, and you have plenty of time to experience psychedelics or anything else in life. Always be patient and don't rush into anything, especially a trip as big as this one. No dangerous circumstances, weapons, or activities whatsoever, safety should be #1 in your list.
Mental strength comes at a price. You must be able to withstand suffering of all kinds, and they are usually of the kind that is nonstop and strong in nature. It's almost nothing to be proud of, because in a way it just shows how much shit you've gone through to get to that point. I don't believe any of us are really proud of that, and this is our way of showing that positivity rules in the end. I'm sure many, by default, can attest to this. No matter how hopeless things get, hope is there until the very last breath.
You seemed to show a positive side, and then it disappeared. Try your best not to let any positivity go away so easily, it will literally save you on trips and just generally in your life. People on here may be harsh, but you have to show respect by directly answering their questions, or else they'll think you're trolling. No one really messes around here, esp. because we know people out there read some of this stuff to plan out trips. Safety and mental well-being are factors that rule us all.
My experience is only one and should always be taken with a grain of salt. I never asked anyone to believe anything I've said, and I don't care whether they do or not. But what's important is that you're honest to yourself and whatever morals you may have, so for me I just lay it all out there and live with the results.
I called out my ex gf/friends and I'm sure they hate me for it, but I have the decency to keep them unnamed, anonymous and even wish them well. Considering what they've done to me, that even amazes myself. I felt like I was the only one who kept things in perspective while the rest went on a drama king/queen semi-life episode.
Anyway, lsd has a tendency to force out things that you normally would not want, so being at peace with yourself means you accept everything as it is and everything that you perceive yourself to be. You must be content with it all.
Anyway, good luck tripping and do not drive on anything, but ESPECIALLY psychedelics. Go some place where you feel safe and won't be judged. The last one is crucial.