The King of Beans
Bluelighter
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Yo wasssssssup Ladies!
This will most likely be my last post here. I apologize to those who enjoyed reading and responding to my posts...
but Bluelight, just like every other message board on the internet, is run by the "Puppet Masters" (those connected
to the truth, will know what I mean) and they feel they need to censor me, as well as my posts. They don't wish to allow freedom
of thought nor freedom of discussion here. This is absolutely "Controlled" and too much to an extent, that I can no longer even communicate here.
But just wanted to make one last post of my situation and experience with all the RC combo's I was doing, and I wanted
to just put there here for educational purposes (H.R. lol) so hopefully people can see that these RC's are very dangerous (But heck, it probably will be deleted for violating some stupid little insignificant rule)
if you are taking combos of them everyday. Well I hit my limit finally, I've got disabilitating symptoms...looked them up
on google, and came to the conclusion these symptoms were warning me of a major heart attack imminent. So, I just simply
stopped doing all of the RC's, and will not be doing any for a long time. I've switched my thinking instantly, so that
I am no longer psychologically addicted to them. I now focus my life on healing and "Good" habits...instead of bad ones.
So my advice to anyone here is not to worry about any specific RC in general...they are for the most part, safe...as I
described in my previous email. Long term effects are irrelevent, because none of us know what the long term effects
of anything in our lives will be for sure yet. So, I am not looking for any arguments here (As I said, this is my last
post due to the wastefulness of time it is to post here) just stating the facts as I know them in my own mind. The english
language is VERY SHITTY, so no way to get a valid point across I guess with me. But just need everyone to know that combining
many different RC's together is FAAAAR FAAAAR MORE dangerous than taking one of them by itself. Even what I thought to be safe
combos at first, may of gotten more and more dangerous the more often you start taking them. Then If you start doing this everyday,
or almost everyday, you also get a "Tolerence"
and before you know it, you're up to taking 5 or 6 different chems at once, just to get a decent roll. And it surprised me
even that I could even get off and still "Roll" more than 30 times in one month...but it certainly is possible with things
like meditation and piracetam. But living a life of rolling is certainly not worth the guaranteed death you will get if
you continue to do it. I did start getting some earlier warning signs which I ignored..I want to let everyone know here,
what these signs are, so hopefully they can possibly save themselves from going too far as I did. It is going to take
me at least a week of some SERIOUS recovery treatment from god himself to recover from this severe pain I have right now..
and I might live with some of the effects for the rest of my life. Well here are my symptoms...and these started earlier as warning
sings (difficulty breathing, chest pains, etc) but they weren't absolutely disabling, so I continued on and kept rolling
everyday. Well finally it got so bad last night, that's when I knew I had to quit. Absolutely no choice for me. I am just
not quite dumb enough to just kill myself. I know for certain you can't get away with continued use..
if you continue on with the symptoms I have developed.
Symptom #1- Heavy Sludge and Mucus in lungs, throat, neck, back, etc, etc. Pretty much spread throughout my entire body.
Symptom #2- Extreme Acid/Burning feeling inside body. This has also spread to my shoulders, neck, lungs/back, etc.
At first I thought it was just extreme heartburn...but it's more serious than that. This is when your body gets so acidic,
that it will surely develop (or has already developed) cancer. I also worry about this, because even though I did cure my
cancer long ago, I know it could always come back. To me, these "RC's" are extremely carcinogenic, and pretty much got my
cancer back in rage mode. At least all the pain, acid, and breathing difficulties, it sure did. But again, I went kind
of extreme, mixing many different random chems together, without weighing them out accurately. But never did I get any serious
warning signs that really woke me up until just the other night. And I read a lot about many people on here doing combos..
so just want you to know, even if you feel good at first...and think you're invincible....it will catch up to you sooner or
later. I kinda expected it would too, I mean having your heart rate sped up 24/7 can't be good for you. Heart attack
is pretty much guaranteed if you experiment with the combos I've been doing. I have a really strong heart too, so anyone
with a weak heart shouldn't even think of this..but just for educational purposes...the combo I got the extreme chest pain
and breathing difficulties (Shit, I couldn't hardly even walk until I started my healing treatment...every joint and bone in
my body felt like it was giving out, like I am 200 years old or something...and I was pretty healthy joints and stuff before
I started doing the RC's...I did do a lot of MDMA in the past, but it never had these kind of side effects. Then again I wasn't
always mixing it with other stuff and doing it everyday either) Ok so the chems I did were (And this is REALLY stupid anyway,
as the MDPV is like "coke" I guess, and it evened out the "Roll" I would of had from the m1/4-fa) MDPV, 4-FA, Methylone, 4-FMA
I don't know exact dosages, but I know I didnt put a lot of m1 in there. Probably just enough to feel it(maybe 120 mg). I had a good amount
of 4-FA, probably 200 mg, and maybe 25 to 50 mg of 4-FMA...but here is where I think I went wrong in this mix- I added in the
MDPV on top of all this, which just didn't mix well. It not only made me feel sober (I didnt know if it was tolerence or from
mixing too much at once, and had counter productive results) but it also gave me these heart attack, or pre heart attack symptoms.
So not only was it a lame night (felt sober, barely rolled at all, but heart was beating 3 or 4 times a second at points, I couldn't
believe it, just the most insane feeling it turned into, then turned more and more painful to the point to where I really
thought I might die. I knew I had to get treatment right away, so that's what I did. So, I won't be posting here anymore, but
I will come back and check replies to this thread, and if needed, I'll answer any last questions you might have. I also have
a question myself (I like to learn too!) Has anyone here had these symptoms, maybe from doing an extended binge on meth...or just
any drugs similiar to the ones I was doing. And if so, do you know exactly what it most likely is? I am leaning "Heart attack:
at this point, as it just seems so obvious to me after my research on possible causes. Even as I type this right now, I am
experiencing chest pains and gasping for breath (But it's gotten a good amount better since I started my aggresive treatment, so weather
it's cancer, or heart attack, I am hopeful I will be able to recover completely)
Well take care everyone...it's been fun. To everybody who wanted to use their brains and think...I appreciate it very much. Hard to find people
like that a days. And to anyone who didn't want to step up and take responsibility to become human(meaning think)...well I hope you enjoy
Satan's company...because that is the fool who is blinding you into thinking you "know it all already so no reason to think anymore!")
This will most likely be my last post here. I apologize to those who enjoyed reading and responding to my posts...
but Bluelight, just like every other message board on the internet, is run by the "Puppet Masters" (those connected
to the truth, will know what I mean) and they feel they need to censor me, as well as my posts. They don't wish to allow freedom
of thought nor freedom of discussion here. This is absolutely "Controlled" and too much to an extent, that I can no longer even communicate here.
But just wanted to make one last post of my situation and experience with all the RC combo's I was doing, and I wanted
to just put there here for educational purposes (H.R. lol) so hopefully people can see that these RC's are very dangerous (But heck, it probably will be deleted for violating some stupid little insignificant rule)
if you are taking combos of them everyday. Well I hit my limit finally, I've got disabilitating symptoms...looked them up
on google, and came to the conclusion these symptoms were warning me of a major heart attack imminent. So, I just simply
stopped doing all of the RC's, and will not be doing any for a long time. I've switched my thinking instantly, so that
I am no longer psychologically addicted to them. I now focus my life on healing and "Good" habits...instead of bad ones.
So my advice to anyone here is not to worry about any specific RC in general...they are for the most part, safe...as I
described in my previous email. Long term effects are irrelevent, because none of us know what the long term effects
of anything in our lives will be for sure yet. So, I am not looking for any arguments here (As I said, this is my last
post due to the wastefulness of time it is to post here) just stating the facts as I know them in my own mind. The english
language is VERY SHITTY, so no way to get a valid point across I guess with me. But just need everyone to know that combining
many different RC's together is FAAAAR FAAAAR MORE dangerous than taking one of them by itself. Even what I thought to be safe
combos at first, may of gotten more and more dangerous the more often you start taking them. Then If you start doing this everyday,
or almost everyday, you also get a "Tolerence"
and before you know it, you're up to taking 5 or 6 different chems at once, just to get a decent roll. And it surprised me
even that I could even get off and still "Roll" more than 30 times in one month...but it certainly is possible with things
like meditation and piracetam. But living a life of rolling is certainly not worth the guaranteed death you will get if
you continue to do it. I did start getting some earlier warning signs which I ignored..I want to let everyone know here,
what these signs are, so hopefully they can possibly save themselves from going too far as I did. It is going to take
me at least a week of some SERIOUS recovery treatment from god himself to recover from this severe pain I have right now..
and I might live with some of the effects for the rest of my life. Well here are my symptoms...and these started earlier as warning
sings (difficulty breathing, chest pains, etc) but they weren't absolutely disabling, so I continued on and kept rolling
everyday. Well finally it got so bad last night, that's when I knew I had to quit. Absolutely no choice for me. I am just
not quite dumb enough to just kill myself. I know for certain you can't get away with continued use..
if you continue on with the symptoms I have developed.
Symptom #1- Heavy Sludge and Mucus in lungs, throat, neck, back, etc, etc. Pretty much spread throughout my entire body.
Symptom #2- Extreme Acid/Burning feeling inside body. This has also spread to my shoulders, neck, lungs/back, etc.
At first I thought it was just extreme heartburn...but it's more serious than that. This is when your body gets so acidic,
that it will surely develop (or has already developed) cancer. I also worry about this, because even though I did cure my
cancer long ago, I know it could always come back. To me, these "RC's" are extremely carcinogenic, and pretty much got my
cancer back in rage mode. At least all the pain, acid, and breathing difficulties, it sure did. But again, I went kind
of extreme, mixing many different random chems together, without weighing them out accurately. But never did I get any serious
warning signs that really woke me up until just the other night. And I read a lot about many people on here doing combos..
so just want you to know, even if you feel good at first...and think you're invincible....it will catch up to you sooner or
later. I kinda expected it would too, I mean having your heart rate sped up 24/7 can't be good for you. Heart attack
is pretty much guaranteed if you experiment with the combos I've been doing. I have a really strong heart too, so anyone
with a weak heart shouldn't even think of this..but just for educational purposes...the combo I got the extreme chest pain
and breathing difficulties (Shit, I couldn't hardly even walk until I started my healing treatment...every joint and bone in
my body felt like it was giving out, like I am 200 years old or something...and I was pretty healthy joints and stuff before
I started doing the RC's...I did do a lot of MDMA in the past, but it never had these kind of side effects. Then again I wasn't
always mixing it with other stuff and doing it everyday either) Ok so the chems I did were (And this is REALLY stupid anyway,
as the MDPV is like "coke" I guess, and it evened out the "Roll" I would of had from the m1/4-fa) MDPV, 4-FA, Methylone, 4-FMA
I don't know exact dosages, but I know I didnt put a lot of m1 in there. Probably just enough to feel it(maybe 120 mg). I had a good amount
of 4-FA, probably 200 mg, and maybe 25 to 50 mg of 4-FMA...but here is where I think I went wrong in this mix- I added in the
MDPV on top of all this, which just didn't mix well. It not only made me feel sober (I didnt know if it was tolerence or from
mixing too much at once, and had counter productive results) but it also gave me these heart attack, or pre heart attack symptoms.
So not only was it a lame night (felt sober, barely rolled at all, but heart was beating 3 or 4 times a second at points, I couldn't
believe it, just the most insane feeling it turned into, then turned more and more painful to the point to where I really
thought I might die. I knew I had to get treatment right away, so that's what I did. So, I won't be posting here anymore, but
I will come back and check replies to this thread, and if needed, I'll answer any last questions you might have. I also have
a question myself (I like to learn too!) Has anyone here had these symptoms, maybe from doing an extended binge on meth...or just
any drugs similiar to the ones I was doing. And if so, do you know exactly what it most likely is? I am leaning "Heart attack:
at this point, as it just seems so obvious to me after my research on possible causes. Even as I type this right now, I am
experiencing chest pains and gasping for breath (But it's gotten a good amount better since I started my aggresive treatment, so weather
it's cancer, or heart attack, I am hopeful I will be able to recover completely)
Well take care everyone...it's been fun. To everybody who wanted to use their brains and think...I appreciate it very much. Hard to find people
like that a days. And to anyone who didn't want to step up and take responsibility to become human(meaning think)...well I hope you enjoy
Satan's company...because that is the fool who is blinding you into thinking you "know it all already so no reason to think anymore!")
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