RRJ31337
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 24, 2016
- Messages
- 70
Just as the title implies, does it seem like sometimes life is deliberately setting us up to fail? Its like as soon as you decide Aginst something, all the possibilities of that thing open up. I tried dope for the first time about 3 months ago after swearing that was the only drug I'd never do. It was such a long and horrible mission to get and as sooon as I tell myself "I'm not gonna do this drug anymore, ever" people litterally start popping up with it in they're pockets, At Work so i know its there every single day and now I've discovered suboxone.
I have a problem letting people in because i get attached to them and then they leave. I've kept to myself for so long and have been fine, the second i find another person I can relate to , as I'm getting to know them more and more they inform me that they will be leaving the state for good in a few months. It's like life isn't even waiting to deliver the punches anymore, you just open your eyes to a habitual fist.
Has anything like this happened to anyone else? I'm interested in other peoples stories on what happened and how they got thru it.
Thank you to whoever reads and replies to this.
I have a problem letting people in because i get attached to them and then they leave. I've kept to myself for so long and have been fine, the second i find another person I can relate to , as I'm getting to know them more and more they inform me that they will be leaving the state for good in a few months. It's like life isn't even waiting to deliver the punches anymore, you just open your eyes to a habitual fist.
Has anything like this happened to anyone else? I'm interested in other peoples stories on what happened and how they got thru it.
Thank you to whoever reads and replies to this.