I have a pretty weird question to ask. My roommate got ahold of some really good blow, very clean, tastes great, actually clears your sinuses when used instead of clogging them, and the next day your nose feels great, not like it was used and abused the night before.
Now I am very new to Cocaine, I have never really been into uppers in the past, but after trying this coke, I found I really seemed to like it. It acted as a mood enhancer, gave me a mild euphoria, gave me energy, made me very talkative and outgoing, maybe a slight increase in heart rate, but nothing ridiculous or uncomfortable. Definitely would not consider it "Racey" or "Speedy"
Basically it was just an all around good, fun experience.
Now he got a pretty good amount of the stuff, so he's been breaking it out just about every night, and always extended the invitation to me. The first couple of times we did it, we were doing pretty decent sized lines, but nothing crazy like huge gigantic lines. Anyway, each of these times, it was the same experience I described, very enjoyable.
But then all of the sudden, one night he breaks out the stuff, I do my usual starting amount, and within minutes I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. Heart is gaining a million miles an hour, and I feel very panicked and uncomfortable. Now this was literally the exact same stuff that we had done the last 3 nights in a row, not a different batch, not even from a different container, no change what-so-ever. Anyway... It went away within about 15 min or so, I waited a good hour and tried a little more, this time less than half of what I did earlier, and got the same effect, so I gave it a rest for the night.
The next night, my buddy breaks out the stuff again. Now remembering the experience I had on the previous night, I decided I was just going to try and take a little bump and see what happened. I took a super tiny amount out, literally 1/10th of what I started out with on the first 3 nights. I took out an amount so small that if I had done this amount in the beginning, I wouldn't have even been able to tell I did anything. Anyway, super super small amount, barely anything in either nostril and sure enough, racing heart again, super panicky and very uncomfortable.
At this point I'm figuring something is definitely up, and I better just stay away from this stuff all together, no idea why it's making me feel this way when the first 3 nights I did it I was having a blast. It didn't seem to matter how much I did, I just felt great, now if I just touch the tiniest amount, my heart begins to race and I basically have a panic attack. And when I say touch, I actually mean touch, Many hours later, my buddy was still going hardcore with the blow, and since I knew I did not want to feel that way again, I completely opted out of snorting any of it, but figured hey, what the hell, I'll just take a little bit and ice my gums with it. So I ran my finger over the dust residu that was left on the mirror after my buddy had finished doing it all of it, and once again, to my amazement, racing heart, panicky feeling, and this time also had some pain in my chest.
I had never had coke effect me from just icing my gums before... Ever... I didn't even really think it would do anything other than slightly numb my gums, especially since it was just reside.
Anyway, I haven't touched the stuff since, and I feel perfectly fine. I just can't figure out why the first 3 nights in a row I would be able to do literally as many lines as I wanted, and feel great, but after that i can't even do a tiny bump without feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack.
Any insight would be appreciated, I'm pretty curious.
Now I am very new to Cocaine, I have never really been into uppers in the past, but after trying this coke, I found I really seemed to like it. It acted as a mood enhancer, gave me a mild euphoria, gave me energy, made me very talkative and outgoing, maybe a slight increase in heart rate, but nothing ridiculous or uncomfortable. Definitely would not consider it "Racey" or "Speedy"
Basically it was just an all around good, fun experience.
Now he got a pretty good amount of the stuff, so he's been breaking it out just about every night, and always extended the invitation to me. The first couple of times we did it, we were doing pretty decent sized lines, but nothing crazy like huge gigantic lines. Anyway, each of these times, it was the same experience I described, very enjoyable.
But then all of the sudden, one night he breaks out the stuff, I do my usual starting amount, and within minutes I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. Heart is gaining a million miles an hour, and I feel very panicked and uncomfortable. Now this was literally the exact same stuff that we had done the last 3 nights in a row, not a different batch, not even from a different container, no change what-so-ever. Anyway... It went away within about 15 min or so, I waited a good hour and tried a little more, this time less than half of what I did earlier, and got the same effect, so I gave it a rest for the night.
The next night, my buddy breaks out the stuff again. Now remembering the experience I had on the previous night, I decided I was just going to try and take a little bump and see what happened. I took a super tiny amount out, literally 1/10th of what I started out with on the first 3 nights. I took out an amount so small that if I had done this amount in the beginning, I wouldn't have even been able to tell I did anything. Anyway, super super small amount, barely anything in either nostril and sure enough, racing heart again, super panicky and very uncomfortable.
At this point I'm figuring something is definitely up, and I better just stay away from this stuff all together, no idea why it's making me feel this way when the first 3 nights I did it I was having a blast. It didn't seem to matter how much I did, I just felt great, now if I just touch the tiniest amount, my heart begins to race and I basically have a panic attack. And when I say touch, I actually mean touch, Many hours later, my buddy was still going hardcore with the blow, and since I knew I did not want to feel that way again, I completely opted out of snorting any of it, but figured hey, what the hell, I'll just take a little bit and ice my gums with it. So I ran my finger over the dust residu that was left on the mirror after my buddy had finished doing it all of it, and once again, to my amazement, racing heart, panicky feeling, and this time also had some pain in my chest.
I had never had coke effect me from just icing my gums before... Ever... I didn't even really think it would do anything other than slightly numb my gums, especially since it was just reside.
Anyway, I haven't touched the stuff since, and I feel perfectly fine. I just can't figure out why the first 3 nights in a row I would be able to do literally as many lines as I wanted, and feel great, but after that i can't even do a tiny bump without feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack.
Any insight would be appreciated, I'm pretty curious.
