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Does browsing this forum make you want to get high?

Psyastic

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When all you opiate addicts get on this forum, does it make you want to go use some opiates? I'm sure some people just get high before reading/posting, but as I cannot afford opiates every fucking day (and I don't have a strong dependancy) I'm browsing around here sober right now and getting cravings. Does anyone else have the same problem, or does it help to read dependancy stories because it makes you feel glad you're not using at the moment?
 
more of a drug culture question, but..

it used to, but now it doesnt really. I try to avoid threads like the "im so high right now" one, because that would probably tempt me.
 
Since I got clean, I've been reading bluelight like it's porn. Now that I pissed a clean drug test and got a job, I can start stroking my raging opiate hard-on. Percocets are on the way.

The best thing about getting clean is when you get to start back up again.
 
The best thing about getting clean is when you get to start back up again.

That's the spirit! If you know you're going to do it, you might as well have a positive outlook about relapsing...heh...

Although...you might get addicted hardcore, lose your job, and end up with a negative outlook on life. Shit. :\

(Knock on wood...hope things go well for you.)
 
ssmurphss said:
I'm doing it right now%)
But I think its mostly the other way around.

Haha, me too.

And I do also think it is the other way around, but sometimes I get on here sober, and reading about other people getting high makes me crave it - not that I wouldn't have cravings anyway.
 
BL has helped me coming off of dope with bupe a lot, by giving all those drug related thoughts I have some sort of an outlet. There is definitely also, as Gamma mentioned, the pornographic aspect. If I'm sitting here trying to get off drugs, I know I'm gonna be thinking about them, so it's better to read about them and enjoy them in a vicarious way rather than agonizing about waniting do do dope and then hating myself if I gave into the temptation. It's also given me something to do with all the time I used to spend doing drugs...

I could definitely see how it could get you craving sometimes, but as pct said, if you're not trying to do drugs, you tend to avoid those threads.

jr0k
 
It seems that I am always drunk when online, and it actually makes some lust for dope, but better this way. To take it as a self control thingy.
 
well im not big on opiates myself so i can read those thread and feel fine
amphetamine threads give me hard-out cravings instead, but then im usually tweaking wen im here so its ok, it just makes me wanna do more......so i just make sure ive got sum crystal and im all set
if im not tweaking and i come on BL i pretty much just brood round hoping to just find sum useful ideas on getting clean and shit - and its gd 4 that.....and hey i gotta learn 2 deal wiv the cravings wen uthas r partying it up rite...
 
Ahhh. Anyone ever get lost in the gallery? Gosh there is some nice/tempting pics.
 
Last time i got clean i KNEW that if i started browsing these drug forums
i would relaps.. But hell i couldt keep myself away!
But damn it feels good to take that shot of heroin when you have been totaly
drug-clean for 3months.. mmm.. :P
 
Anybody ever come here when they're sincerelyand utterly trashed and wish they could sober up so they could type properly?

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GammaHBamma said:
The best thing about getting clean is when you get to start back up again.

haha, sad but true.


another thing ive noticed is that when im using a lot of drugs i tend to post more in the drug forums. when im clean(er) i mostly post in the nondrug forums.
 
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Everytime i come to bluelight i wish i could get some good 'Cid(have to rely on research chems and mushies for my psychedelic expirence) or some H or oxy
 
pretty much, every time I read about people's experiences, or how high they are....YES!

or if I'm browsing the gallery & see some really nice blow or a buncha pills, yeah, that makes me wish I could high, and in some cases I wish i could get such quality shit.

i am sitting here thinking, god i need drugs!
:)
 
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