i am dignosed with schizophrenia.. i definitely have it, but i actually do believe i had childhood schizophrenia and i was in some type of MK ultra experiment where they trained me to get positive hallucinations and enjoy having the illness. i'm really not sure. i believe the experiment was to show me certain musical tunings and paintings so i would be able to do them as an adult and remember how they conditioned me to get positive hallucinations. my parents say it never happened, but i believe they are gaslighting me. i like to write about it on the internet cause i believe some people have probably heard about similar stuff and also because i believe the CIA is probably documenting it. i believe my parents were instructed to gas light me and say i was never a part of the experiment.... the CIA does some pretty weird shit if you read about MK ultra and project sun streak and a bunch of other shit.. what i'm saying really isn't that crazy if you get into some of that stuff.
i forget what i was talking about in the gang stalking thread. i think i was saying i believe the police actually target some people, letting some people off or harassing people and ruining their lives... i really don't know. i don't really hold a lot of stock in it.. i'm one of the only people that seems to get fun schizophrenic hallucinations.... i might just feel like i'm being gangstalked cause i do weird stuff in public a lot, and people call the cops on me, and then the cops roll by to check on me and are just like "That dude, no harm..." my good friend is a cop too.. idk. i have a whole thread about how i think the police let me do illegal stuff as long as i don't do anything bad.. i think i am being like positive gang stalked or something... lol. what i say is "i don't really hold a lot of stock in that thought" cause i'm not really sure if it's reality.
