Wow your dumb
I read a post you made in March, which was about why not to take opoids.
You said it makes everything in your life better. I used to be addicted to OC. Like you I thought it made everything better, and fucked my GF for hours.
One day when you don't have your drug, you will hurt badly. You will see other people walking around not hurting and having fun with out drugs. Then you will realize you wasted all your money on drugs, you could have bought a house, a car, a vacation with that money. Instead it went up your nose and you will never see it again.
When you do decide to quit, you will face the worst pain you could ever imagine, and if you fail you will be like the homeless people you see on the street. Homeless people ask them self’s, "why would I not shoot up this heroin." It will make my life better, and make me feel happy.
You can make your choice, feel good with your drug, or be happy with your life.
I think it is too late for you, you don't even know why not to take opoids. When your homeless don't ask people for money, or a cig or some food. You made your choice, now live with it; you should be happy, right?
I was an addict, I did not need Jesus to quit, I only needed to face reality to see that I was fucked.
When you spend your money on drugs instead of food or bills, you will have made your choice. THE DRUG IS CONTROLLING YOU LIFE, YOU HAVE NO MORE CHOICE!
PS The post I read was the stupidest post I have ever read. I have been on BL since 98. Drugs bore me now, and associating with BLers, the dumbest people on earth, makes me mad. There is no knowledge on BL only opinions of drug addicts. I used to say that I would not trade the world for all of my drug experiences, but now I wish I had never touched a drug. I would have had enough money to buy a corvette.
I hope you quit, and if you don't I hope you OD, that way you don't have to suffer through your life, thinking that you need drugs to be happy.
I still can't believe how dumb your post is. I mean you need drugs to be happy, to you it makes everything better. Life is good enough sober. You stupid shit. Oh My God!