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Does anyone here really only roll once every 3 months?

I definately don't stick to 3 month breaks, most literature seems to suggest to keep your breaks to a minimum of 1 to 2 months, I try to keep it to a minimum of once a month, I had my last roll 11 december, one before that was 30 october, next roll is planned for 22 january but the one after that is already 12 february, it will be the first and hopefully only time that I will use more then once a month, after 12 february I have a break till 9 april so a bit longer break :). I don't like going sober to raves, and alcohol isn't my cup of tea which makes it hard, I'll be looking for alternatives to spare my serotonin, might be looking into amp's as an alternative to dance all night.
 
I don't keep up with how far out I space my rolls, but my guess is like 1.5 to 2 months apart. I used to be really into it, rolling every weekend, and always wanting to roll harder. Hence why my tolerance got (and I'm still recovering) so high. On an average Saturday night I was taking about 8 a night, and triple dropping to just really feel it. But I've cut back out of love for MDMA. I've had quite a few drugs, but rolling to me is the most amazing experience I can imagine. And when I realized that no matter how dangerously close to ODing I got, I was never really appreciating what roll I had. I now have learned to make my x consumption something special and to be thankful for whatever euphoria arises from it. I know that once you start rolling, you want to keep doing it, but the magic is only there for so long. And if you really love MDMA like I do, you will hold back just a bit, and experience the full potential of this incredible compound.

PLUR :D
 
I have sort of habituated myself to only using MDMA on new years eve of each year.

Its funny, new years eve is like the only time of the year that I drink champagne and take MDMA....

I mean, Occasionally I will take a low dose impure pressie if im at the club or a festival and just wanting to be able to continue dancing. But I only do Molly on the last day of the year (or I only "roll" at the end of the year)

I remember wen I first discovered MDMA in highschool I quickly started doing it every week, then multiple times a week, then Eventually I just got tired of it, ended up getting in some trouble (unrelated to MDMA use) and was unable to party for a few months, since then I have only rolled a couple times a year up till about 5 years ago, since then I have been rolling only on new years.

So I have been to the extreme on both ends of the scale. Its definately better to use only once in a while verses extremely often. Even though It will never be like it was back in the honeymoon period.
 
I haven't in three months and it's going to be a bit longer. I did it for a while every 4-6 weeks, but it was causing too much physical and emotional burnout.
 
How many times do you roll in a year?

I recently counted how many times I rolled in 2010. I rolled 12 times. Before 2010, however, I abused MDMA quite a bit, often going through periods of 2-3 months of rolling almost every weekend, and taking small breaks, usually no longer than a month or two. In 2009, I probably rolled between 30-40 times, and in 2008 probably 5. My question is, even though I slowed down my use in 2010 quite considerably, does it really make up for the possible damage that had already been done in my period of abuse? I'm asking this because I'm seriously considering taking a year long break from the stuff just in case I fucked myself from abusing back in the day. Also, how many times a year do you personally believe is safe to roll within a year? I also used 5-htp for 2 weeks in an effort to help recover from my period of abuse, and began postloading with 5-htp in 2010, if this makes any difference.
 
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Since November of 2009, I have rolled 10 times. At first it was every 2 weeks, then every few months, and now it's every several months (the longest period of time clean was 7 months).
 
ive rolled like a lot for during a 7 month period.. so much that i dont even know how many times i did it.. but to estimate.. id say that if i added all the days up i probly rolled like for 4.5 months out of those 7 months i was doing it.. you know how when some1 first tries E, theyre like "i wish i could feel like this all the time" but they only do it once in their whole life.. im one of those ppl that actually pursued that thought lol.. not a good idea.. also i would take any pill , didnt care what was in it and didnt bother to test it..

i dont regret it tho because i quit and nvr will take another one.. that kind of proved to me that E isnt addicting bcuz i quit cold turkey and havent had a relapse or anything
 
christhedumbbum said:
I recently counted how many times I rolled in 2010. I rolled 12 times. Before 2010, however, I abused MDMA quite a bit, often going through periods of 2-3 months of rolling almost every weekend, and taking small breaks, usually no longer than a month or two. In 2009, I probably rolled between 30-40 times, and in 2008 probably 5. My question is, even though I slowed down my use in 2010 quite considerably, does it really make up for the possible damage that had already been done in my period of abuse? I'm asking this because I'm seriously considering taking a year long break from the stuff just in case I fucked myself from abusing back in the day. Also, how many times a year do you personally believe is safe to roll within a year? I also used 5-htp for 2 weeks in an effort to help recover from my period of abuse, and began postloading with 5-htp in 2010, if this makes any difference.
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You say you have caused damage...what are your symptoms and how long have you had them for?
 
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You say you have caused damage...what are your symptoms and how long have you had them for?
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I just feel mentally drained, like a bit dumber than I used to be. It's hard to explain, but I feel better every day I don't roll. I haven't rolled since November 20. I feel alot better than I did a month ago.
 
I put six weeks in between my rolls. Used to be only 2 when i first started. Then got to four. By 2012, plan to put 8 weeks in between rolls. Eventually, 12. Not because its getting boring or anything, but i am terrified of loosing that magic.
 
It totally depends. I usually roll at really big events- and I don't really attend too many. I might roll twice within two months (I am doing that soon b/c of SANDER VAN DOORN!!!) but after I wont touch it again for 4 - 6 months... I usually don't have the desire to.
 
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