xtcgrrrl
Bluelight Crew
Let me explain. I have these songs, a short playlist of them, that I would listen to on repeat when I was rolling. And I have done this nearly every roll (at home, not at a rave, obviously) since I started rolling in 1998. So I was cleaning tonight and I had my music on, streaming to my hearing aids so it sounds like I’m actually at a concert, and one of these songs came up (was listening at random to all of my music.) And I abruptly felt like I WAS rolling, even though I haven’t taken anything…my palms got sensitive and I shuddered and gasped, it was an intense but brief sensation…has anyone else experienced this?? If I weren’t tryna stay sober in the hopes of getting pregnant, I’d probably pop some of the stuff I’ve got now (if it turns out we didn’t succeed this cycle, I wanna finish that shit up so that it’s not a temptation, lol!)
I think years and years of rolling to these exact same songs has caused a kind of placebo effect? My brain associates a certain sensation with this sensory input?
I think years and years of rolling to these exact same songs has caused a kind of placebo effect? My brain associates a certain sensation with this sensory input?