Apollo16
Bluelighter
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- Jan 28, 2015
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I find Xanax enjoyable, and somewhat recreational, but I find Clonazepam far more useful, in particular for anxiety. I can't really feel Xanax as such, it totally fucks me up, but no real physical sensation is present. Clonazepam washes over me like a soothing sea, relaxing all of my muscles and calming my mind, almost as if I were on opiates. I also seem to be less prone to blackouts on Clonazepam. I find that Xanax is great for one off situations that present extreme anxiety (such as flying), but that Clonazepam is far better for general use.
I love waking up early in my college dorm room apartment, the sun streaming in and gleaming off the skyscrapers. I would usually feel full of anxiety and apathy for the day of classes ahead, but I pop a 2mg Kpin, make breakfast, then pop another 2mg as I walk out the door to my first class. I feel almost drunk as I go throughout the day, happy, confident, social, positive, but with none of the dysphoria and dirtiness that alcohol gives me. I still feel the effects strongly in the evening, and it kills my usual habit of staying up late on the internet, I usually lie down at about 10 PM, and rapidly drift off into a deep sleep, the clonazepam only just starting to let go of me. With Xanax, I would have to fight the constant urge to redose, and would probably give in at some point, resulting in blacking out for up to 24 hours, taking all of my stash and getting myself into all sorts of trouble.
Clonazepam just feels so much warmer and fuzzier than Xanax, like a chemical hug that lasts all day. Again, Xanax was the first benzo that I tried, and I enjoy it greatly, but Clonazepam is worlds better to me. It may come from having moderate social anxiety, but a day on Clonazepam is nearly always enjoyable.
I love waking up early in my college dorm room apartment, the sun streaming in and gleaming off the skyscrapers. I would usually feel full of anxiety and apathy for the day of classes ahead, but I pop a 2mg Kpin, make breakfast, then pop another 2mg as I walk out the door to my first class. I feel almost drunk as I go throughout the day, happy, confident, social, positive, but with none of the dysphoria and dirtiness that alcohol gives me. I still feel the effects strongly in the evening, and it kills my usual habit of staying up late on the internet, I usually lie down at about 10 PM, and rapidly drift off into a deep sleep, the clonazepam only just starting to let go of me. With Xanax, I would have to fight the constant urge to redose, and would probably give in at some point, resulting in blacking out for up to 24 hours, taking all of my stash and getting myself into all sorts of trouble.
Clonazepam just feels so much warmer and fuzzier than Xanax, like a chemical hug that lasts all day. Again, Xanax was the first benzo that I tried, and I enjoy it greatly, but Clonazepam is worlds better to me. It may come from having moderate social anxiety, but a day on Clonazepam is nearly always enjoyable.