FunctionlJnkieGal
Bluelighter
So I finally acquired some morphine after 2 months of nothing but dillies and desperation. They're only 15mg's and they're a few bucks over-priced (which shorts me to affording only 20 pills instead 30) but at the moment any bit helps, even if they cost me $3 more per pill. Anyways, given that I still wanna party on the weekends, I'm still gonna buy enough dillies for that. I figured I'd take a 15mg morphine everyday before bed (kinda like cutting the 60's I use to get in half, making 30mg daily) and save the dillies to plug on the weekend since its a bitch to take a few times daily in order to keep the sickness at bay. Does anyone else have a daily (get-by) supply and a weekend (get-high) supply in order to keep an organized dosing schedule? I was thinking the morphine would be better to take daily, rather than the dillies since they're so short-lived. In my opinion, its better to take 1 pill a day and feel okay, than having to take 3 just so I won't withdrawal. I'll save that crap for the weekend. The bright side, I guess, is that the 15mg morphine cost me 9 bucks each (though they should be 5 or 6), and the 4mg dillies are 8 bucks each, so its not gonna be that much of a financial change. As for my morphine tolerance (2 months since I've taken any), I could handle 240mg-300mg at 110lb's and 5ft2". I was gonna take all 20 15mgs in one night (good thing I decided not to since my tolerance has probably dropped quite a bit), and keep trying to get use to the dillies during the weekdays, but fuck that. I'd rather get a full night's sleep everynight and save the dilles for my weekend party fuel. Am I all alone on this, or is this a pretty good schedule I planned for myself?