Does anyone else binge watch intervention?

[Sooverit]

I lay around binge watching intervention while taking oxy codone and wishing I could blink my eyes and be them when they come out clean after 2 months.
Hate the withdrawals and hate being dependent and hate what my life is now.

 

[xychromosone]

where do you see yourself in 1/2 years from now? What has helped me; visualize that I am doing something that I really enjoy and being free from drug dependency. It's when I made this visualization a daily exercise that I was able to actually realize and live it. Just a thought

 

[Sooverit]

Hi thanks for your response. I don't want to be a slave to opiates so in 1/2 years time I hope to be working part time doing yoga and paddle boarding on o drugs no pills no alcohol and get out of bed everyday.
Last night I skipped my bedtime pain Med and woke up at 4 am flailing about and having super anxiety and after waiting 20 min for the new dose to kick in j felt even more hopeless about getting off it. I can't see myself getting thru the withdrawal. I have tried 3 times.