I am trying to stop all medications/drugs to be clean and sober.
stopped the adderall and she said you don't need to stop it you just need an extra dose in the evening then take you xanax to sleep/.
I stopped it on my own anyways...and then yesterday at my app. she asked if i still wanted a refill for 90 pills 30mg adderall...
In my head im like holy shit I have been addicted to that for 4 years and she knows it and she knows i just stopped it and its like putting candy in front of a kid.....WTF
FYI ...i said no *GO ME*
every time i go to the freaking doctor ANY DOCTOR i get prescribed another addicting medication or something that can be used recreationally.
I told my doctor I can't take opiates...I want off xanax..and I don't want to be on anything at all.
when i told her i stopped taking my xanax she said i was being irresponsible because of withdrawal and to get my meds and take them like she prescribed and that there is no reason to stop the med.
Then she asks how is my sleeping and I said since i cut down on xanax i can hardly sleep and she said ok i will give you ambien...
SERIOUSLY i am working hard to be clean and she just keeps on. and my other doctor still trys to give me norco's and he knows i stopped taking that too........
Why is it when i wanted all this shit doctors and the streets were always hesitant or out of supplies and now that i am trying to stay clean its like everywhere I go its being handed to me.
Has this happened to anyone else? tell me about it
stopped the adderall and she said you don't need to stop it you just need an extra dose in the evening then take you xanax to sleep/.
I stopped it on my own anyways...and then yesterday at my app. she asked if i still wanted a refill for 90 pills 30mg adderall...
In my head im like holy shit I have been addicted to that for 4 years and she knows it and she knows i just stopped it and its like putting candy in front of a kid.....WTF
FYI ...i said no *GO ME*
every time i go to the freaking doctor ANY DOCTOR i get prescribed another addicting medication or something that can be used recreationally.
I told my doctor I can't take opiates...I want off xanax..and I don't want to be on anything at all.
when i told her i stopped taking my xanax she said i was being irresponsible because of withdrawal and to get my meds and take them like she prescribed and that there is no reason to stop the med.
Then she asks how is my sleeping and I said since i cut down on xanax i can hardly sleep and she said ok i will give you ambien...
SERIOUSLY i am working hard to be clean and she just keeps on. and my other doctor still trys to give me norco's and he knows i stopped taking that too........
Why is it when i wanted all this shit doctors and the streets were always hesitant or out of supplies and now that i am trying to stay clean its like everywhere I go its being handed to me.
Has this happened to anyone else? tell me about it
