calmAnimal
Bluelighter
hung over= wd right? definently have a pounding headache and no energy plus my jaw is so sore haha
I usually am sick before I wake up, and when I do wake up it's cause I can't stand the dreams I have from the w/d.
God fucking forbid I don't have shit, and don't have the cash to get any. If that's the case the symptoms are 3-4 times worse, and the thoughts that go along with it are awful. The typical, "how did I get myself to this point?" "I'd rather be dead then feel this way" bullshit. I've learned to set up my use schedule to avoid this as often as humanly possible.
I could relate very much to this when I was in my active addiction a year or so ago. I had dope for a year straight with no breaks. Would not go to bed if I knew I didn't have any. During that 1 year period I had serious w/d 2-3 times out of my own choice. Otherwise I would not go on far trips and I would always have enough dope on me not to get sick and never w/d. It was always on my mind and it was always top priority. I would purchase large amounts at once just to make sure it's in my hand at all times.
I guess I never really woke up in w/d. I would start getting uncomfortable in bed and had to wake up before any serious w/d symptoms started.
Actually thinking about it, even though I'm on suboxone and don't use dope everyday anymore, I still wake up sick every morning. Even if I take some suboxone at like 7 PM the night before, when I wake up, I will still have runny eyes and cold sweats and general irritability. So yeah, even when im not strung out on heroin and am trying to stay clean with suboxone, I still wake up sick everyday.
Like even if I use dope or take a sub before I go to bed, when I wake up the following morning I always have runny eyes and cold sweats and just feel generally crummy.