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Do you use an illegal drug medicinally?

Very recently i've used ethylphenidate for concentration from time to time, but i'm working my psychiatrist for methylphenidate... methyl has lot's of therpeutic advantages compared to EPH (also methyl is less euphoric and addictive, so generally better than what i'm doing atm) just this whole finding an appartment thing i've been all week calling, going visits etc. and i'll especially need the methyl when i start my formation....

Used to use opiates as anti-depressants, but it's been a very long time since i've had a full agonist, and am diminishing my bupe atm.

Used booze for anxiety, it's not illegal, but it's an extremely hard drug so i'll include it... that was for anxiety when i got cut off benzos...

Used cannabis when i wasd young, but that was mostly to "treat boredom" i s'pose....
 
Like most ppl have said, cannabis in the evening to be able to eat dinner and helps me to fall asleep. Sometimes it helps my pain, but most time it doesn't, just helps my head.
In the morn, if I have it and feel unmotivated or over tired from a bad nights sleep, I'll smoke a bowl of meth to get going. Depending on the batch, sometimes it helps with pain too if I'm out of my prx. And sometimes I'll smoke.. Wait 30 min, to make sure I am stable, and I'll take my prescribed pain meds.. If I do both, I don't need as much of my prx, vs when I only have my prx.

If it becomes avail, I'll do a line here and there of coke. Again, depending on batch, it helps with pain.

I've seen here how ppl take heroine for pain.. But that makes me nervous. But I am so sick of being in pain and not being able to play with my daughter or do simple tasks. I feel like I'm 80, but only 31.. Uuugghh
 
Occasional heroin for low back pain. Pain's not serious enough to really need more than an over-the-counter drug most of the time, but what the heck; heroin has more benefits than pain relief!I used to smoke weed for back pain too, but now I find it often does the opposite and makes me concentrate on the sore back more than while sober. I've since stopped using weed almost entirely.

I've also tried steady low doses of psilocybin for OCD after reading that pattern of use can help reduce symptoms. It didn't for me, so I went back to occasional but legendarily insane psychedelic trips. Just back to earth from a DMT + ketamine combo an hour ago. Holy fuuuuuuck!
 
I have type II narcolepsy. doctors refuse to prescribe enough Adderall. I make up the difference in meth. I am normal/wakeful 16 hours a day as a result. also, I hold a job. neither would be possible on my Adderall rx alone.
 
Meth helps me with major depression, but I have to be very careful or it will exacerbate the schizophrenia. When I take my medication properly and only use meth every now and then it's fine though. I also used alcohol to medicate the schizophrenia before I had a formal diagnosis because if I drink enough the voices and shit go away.

First the doc thought I had bipolar, but after being in the booby hatch for 2 weeks under observation he changed his mind. I even told him I use meth and he wasn't nearly as worried about it as the alcohol. Oh well.
 
i use Heroin for pain relief. I have legitimate meds but i basically crawl through dehumanizing things to get 20 percs and 20 tramadols every seven to ten days and i have a serious kidney issue. I gave up trying to manage it with just legit meds. The heroin is expensive and since i can't shoot it, i snort something like one to two grams at a time due to the shitty cut. thankfully it is easy to score all over Israel and at much lower prices than in the USA and people are trustworthy and can be fronted. still, if i were scripted a proper amount of pain meds, my EXCELLENT medical insurance would make it so cheap my life would be so wonderful. instead i have to spend hundreds a week on heroin. thanks drug war... at least Israel is not gung ho about fighting it so we buy, sell and consume in public without much issues. here palestineans and jews are VERY much on the same side... when it comes to drugs that is.. hahahaha
 
RedRum OG said:
heroin for anxiety/panic attacks and insomnia, and depression

also, got me to stop cutting, and suicidal ideation

but in the long run obviously it is no cure, just a temporary relief, and you can only keep building the habit for so long before it bites you in the ass. no matter how bad anxiety/panic and depression can get, they are nowhere as near as painful as IV heroin withdrawal

if heroin were legal, it would be easy to walk down to the corner store, and itd be much, much cheaper, i could use it indefinitely, like any "legit" medication, until i was ready to stop
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i suffer from depression to. i used opiates for depression long before... and i imagine, long after pain. it is valid in my opinion, you have a right to live a life without sheer misery. dont let anyone tell you it is wrong because they don't approve.

and in israel... it is LITERALLY as easy as walking to the corner and sitting down next to your dealer buddy and buying in full view of cops. we have "no go" zones for police to allow prostitution, drugs, sale of stolen goods, gambling, you name it.

do what makes your life better.
 
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