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do you regret starting ecstasy?

110% NO. i abused it badly which caused me to have bad anxiety. althought i took a 2 year forced break due to the drout in the uk and now feel back to normal :) mdma chrystal is in my area now along with alot of good quality pills and i only take now once every 2-3 months and the magic is still completly ther =D ecstasy in my opinion can change your life for the better and is my favourite drug =D
 
In ways but I regret more how much I became obsessed without realizing. Now I am glad where my heads at however... I notice I am now more emotional with mood swings from hell. On another note x was amazing and fun if you run into them great tabs... and molly excellent not something I'll take over board again or overuse.
 
No not at all, I've grown great bonds with some friends and stuff,

There's times when I've regret doing it on certain night for whatever reason.
 
bben said:
This is what an idiot sounds like friends. We just have to pray he soon overdoses and loses his life :).
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Post like this are simply not tolerated on the site - if you cannot express yourself without resorting to abusive messages then simply do not post.
 
MasterSplinter said:
damn...am I really that bad guys? :(

I know Im a fuck up but I want to at least try to help other people if I cant help myself..

im sorry....
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No you are not that bad at all - yes you have overdone the drugs but you already know that. Your insight/comments are or should be appreciated by the thread users - you can tell people first hand the problems that you are facing due to your overuse.

Not everyone see's it that way though and think that by leaving abusive messages they are being clever / witty. Infact all they are doing is showing that they have, not only missed the point of the site but of ecstasy itself.
 
Now thats out of the way and to answer the original question -

No I do not regret using ecstasy at all - If I could go back and make the decission to take the white pill or not, the white pill would win.

I've had so many amazing experiences because of the drug and the lifestyle of partying, raving etc that it brings.
 
Not at all, MDMA is an awesome drug, brings a lot more good to my life than bad. Most of the time I've taken it I've always felt better and more positive even after the initial high serotonin phase wears off.

It's not a magic bullet by any means, but it can be a nice tool to let you see things in more positive light.
 
I don't regret it in the slightest. I have had the most amazing experiences...I plan to roll next time at a rave, because I tend to be an at home roller, though I have at events.
 
I tend to be a cynical/jaded person most of the time. I don't think it's a good quality, but a person is the sum of their experiences I guess. They say slightly depressed people tend to have a more realistic view of the world. It's not a perspective that's really conducive to personal happiness, but I can't say it's done me wrong. I've managed to sidestep some of the pats of horseshit that more happy-go-lucky types find themselves stumbling into on a regular basis. At the same time, this perspective has made me critically aware of my own faults. I tend to be more understanding of other people's flaws especially as I get older, so I think I can call myself easy going without contradiction.

I don't roll often, but ecstacy is a welcome vacation from this often tiring mindset. It's therapeutic because although I realize that most of the feelings I get from MDMA is lovey dovey nonsense, it allows me to show my vulnerabilities and makes it easier for other people to connect. If I have one problem, it's not being able to open up for fear of being manipulated. I bottle most of my feelings and MDMA is a release. Most importantly, it allows me to accept the love that others show me without feeling guilty or suspicious.

Writing this has made me realize how overdue I am for a roll. Can't wait for halloween.
 
More or less the same as above. After first encountering E, I took it on a weekly basis for about 3 months and slowly lost the magic.
After learning to space out rolls E is still a great experience but I doubt if that miraculous feeling of the first few rolls will ever come back.
 
Not in the slightest. Because of MDMA I've had some of the best times of my life, my some of my best friends, and it has absolutely changed my life for the better.
 
I regret dancing and holding hands with that overweight girl! You guys remember her right? Anyway I haven't rolled since beginning of august and just browsing bluelight for the first time in a while is giving me some crazy feelings - mostly anxiety! I have a very difficult time reconciling my affinity for mood altering experiences/ecstasy and my religious background. Do you guys think a certain level of anxiety naturally comes along with being involved with ecstasy?
 
gorillathunder said:
I regret dancing and holding hands with that overweight girl! You guys remember her right? Anyway I haven't rolled since beginning of august and just browsing bluelight for the first time in a while is giving me some crazy feelings - mostly anxiety! I have a very difficult time reconciling my affinity for mood altering experiences/ecstasy and my religious background. Do you guys think a certain level of anxiety naturally comes along with being involved with ecstasy?
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For me it did, but after not doing for almost 3 months now I am back to my normal self and damn it feels good lol. I have an event coming up in the beginning of December so I'll probably be back on that ride again, or most likely not since I actually spaced out my roll for once.
 
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