JohnBoy2000
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My doc has me on prescription ritalin for one or two things.
I don't really like taking it, but sometimes it's just necessary.
So I take it today and a couple hours later I'm suddenly feeling a lot happier, so I throw on some nice clothes and go for a walk in the sunshine.
As I'm strolling around, I do a couple things in town like check out some department stores, pick up a couple things etc.
Department store I was going into was to buy some tanning foam (cause I developed an intolerance to melanotan peptides), and the first thing is the security guard, he basically stands a couple meters away from and starts eyeballing the hell out of me, making no secret of it.
I stop one of the store assistants for advice, who gladly helps, but then after about a minute it feels like she's become apprehensive, and makes an excuse and moves along.
On my way to the check out, I briefly consult with another store assistant, from whom I get the same vibe, like I'm being a little too forward or something?
I go into another store (that I frequent regularly), and almost immediately the store owner (who's familiar with me), is straight over, asking me if "everything is alright", can he help me etc. They're normally not this forthright.
Etc.
You get the idea.
Point being, do stims or drug effect alter your "vibe" (I assume they do), and make you seem more forthright, imposing, or perhaps just "wired" in a way that can make others a little apprehensive?
It was only 20 mg ritalin taken about 3 hours prior.
I hardly noticed its effect myself, apart from feeling little happier and more energetic and I guess, sociable?
I don't really like taking it, but sometimes it's just necessary.
So I take it today and a couple hours later I'm suddenly feeling a lot happier, so I throw on some nice clothes and go for a walk in the sunshine.
As I'm strolling around, I do a couple things in town like check out some department stores, pick up a couple things etc.
Department store I was going into was to buy some tanning foam (cause I developed an intolerance to melanotan peptides), and the first thing is the security guard, he basically stands a couple meters away from and starts eyeballing the hell out of me, making no secret of it.
I stop one of the store assistants for advice, who gladly helps, but then after about a minute it feels like she's become apprehensive, and makes an excuse and moves along.
On my way to the check out, I briefly consult with another store assistant, from whom I get the same vibe, like I'm being a little too forward or something?
I go into another store (that I frequent regularly), and almost immediately the store owner (who's familiar with me), is straight over, asking me if "everything is alright", can he help me etc. They're normally not this forthright.
Etc.
You get the idea.
Point being, do stims or drug effect alter your "vibe" (I assume they do), and make you seem more forthright, imposing, or perhaps just "wired" in a way that can make others a little apprehensive?
It was only 20 mg ritalin taken about 3 hours prior.
I hardly noticed its effect myself, apart from feeling little happier and more energetic and I guess, sociable?
