~do you know me?~

[neverwas]

indecisive
insecure
inapparent reason.

uncontrollable
unforgiving
unforgettable reason.

faded memories
faded love
faded harsh emotions.

hurtfull face
hurtfull truth
hurtfull realisation.

selfishness
thoughtless
inappropriate actions.

your constant silence
always so loud,
echos like a drum
beating in my head.

sympathy?
hatred?
grieving for my loss?

why bother
why worry
its only my loss.

you walked away that day
not even looking back.
now ten years have passed
do you even think of me?
wonder how i am?

ive grown.
ive matured.
im not the girl
you think i am.

 

[doofqueen]

very nice ...sounds like you went through some hurt and have grown from it